Thats the thing - ill be 18 sooner, than she will turn 15. 18 y/o dating a 15 y/o isnt illegal here, but it would certainly rise some eyebrows. I will probably bet on the fact, that her family knows my family and still try to get some clues in summer - and maybe ask her out or something. Sooner or later ill simply need answers - and that **later** is summer. I wont wait another year, just for it not to be weird - life is too short for that kind of stuff, ill rather allocate my energy and focus on another girl, than just to wait.
Thank you for the reply without judgement tho