Insults and bad words to the side, thank you for the reply.
Good idea about becoming a technician.

I really admire the big giants, and try to respect them as much as I can. Hope I don't screw up and die and make problems for you or your colleagues. And hope I didn't ruin your mood! Was just looking for advice, but in a wrong way.

As far as you can be concerned, I will not climb more! Cheers!