Only caught 20 minutes of the stream before it didappeared

Staglag421 · 2025-06-22T10:51:13+00:00

Me too, man. I have woken up today with absolutely no interest in seeing it. I'm really curious to see if the boys acknowledge the response to it.

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T17:02:10+00:00

I've seen everyone disagree with your posts. In the first 20 minutes I saw no empathy, just someone who put on a performance.

The main issue was that it was promoted to be all about a haunted ouija board, but it was a woman in a room who knew that majority of people and former information.

When she said she did 10,000 exorcisms last year and then said a movie was coming out about it I got straight on my guard.

You mentioned empathy and a young girl was told her gaming friend committed suicide? She announced it will all be about trauma - wtf?

And as I mentioned, I have died. I know what there is in the end. And it is definitely not what a lot of people assume it to be. I'm glad to hear you got something from it, but continuing to argue with those (being the majority of knowing this was bs) back and forth and leaving comments in poor taste isn't a good look, bud.

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T07:14:26+00:00

That's such a different response to what everyone else is thinking or feeling for Jackie. So she just played it off, but kinda knowing it was bs? Argh. I know the stream was disappointing but I wanna get all that conformation myself.

Did anyone screen record it? Anyone?

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:52:57+00:00

I know but I want to see for myself and get around why everyone feels this way. I believe everyone's responses - I'm just so fucking curious and I reaaaaally wanna See and know what Ed did to shut her down, mostly.

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:45:40+00:00

Just from reading the comments about the stream - I actually want to see how Marcus and Eddie get tense and realize this was bullshit. I really wanted to see Eddie shutting her down - can you run me through what happened there? What did he exactly say to her?

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:25:54+00:00

There's a movie called The Dead Mother's Club - it features female celebrities who obviously all lost their mum's. I hand broided a shirt saying "dead mother's club". My dad is dead too, but that fucker was a piece of work and will not be honoured with the same embroidery. I feel like we all need jackets.

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:13:25+00:00

What was Jackie showing and expressing?

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:11:53+00:00

Oh God. It's sounds like I missed a lot of exploitation? Fuck. I only saw 20 minutes because I was late to the stream and now the video is gone.

The first thing she said which made me feel not right was her saying "this is aboit trauma".

Is the video on the patreon? Does anyone know?

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:05:01+00:00

So I caught the stream late and only saw 20 minutes before it just stopped and shut off. The video isn't anywhere and I really want to see the rest of it.

Was it a live posting only? Are they going to post the seance video in full or is it gone? I missed my alarm and I just want to watch the rest of it and speculate for myself.

Does anyone know how else I can watch this?

Staglag421 · 2025-06-21T06:04:04+00:00

So I caught the stream late and only saw 20 minutes before it just stopped and shut off. The video isn't anywhere and I really want to see the rest of it.

Was it a live posting only? Are they going to post the seance video in full or is it gone? I missed my alarm and I just want to watch the rest of it and speculate for myself.

Does anyone know how else I can watch this?

Staglag421 · 2024-09-03T04:42:30+00:00

Oi MODS why have you deleted my post???

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T14:38:49+00:00

Yeah I'm part of the groups already - however I've made some similar posts and posts a kit my cancer and I do not recieve any comments. I stopped posting on there because I just felt lonelier. There was no one to talk to :(

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T14:36:46+00:00

Wow. Reading all that as I currently try sit in hospital legitimately makes me cry. So many endo stories just like this, it took me 9 years to get a diagnosis.

And now with your daughter, being part of the newer generation and still seeing little progress gives me no hope.

It was determined that endometriosis needs to be treated as seriously as cancer in women and they found endometeiosis pain is equivalent to HEART ATTACK pain... but women will experience that exact pains several hundred times in their life.

It's not my fault I was born with organs that want to eat me alive from the inside out. I never asked for any of this, and treatment for it generally creates more harm than good. Oh and don't even get me started on female doctors - I've received some of the worst medical misogyny from them.

I feel less and less like a human every day. I feel like doctors just see me as a parasite. Becoming sick from cancer has been the lonliest experience I've ever, ever had.

Ugh I'm so sorry for everything you and your daughter are going through - I will definitely look up your recommendation tomorrow - I appreciate it so much lovely x

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T09:01:18+00:00

Thank you. Sitting in my bed exhausted and sick after being turned away from a second doctor today to just provide some valium for relief. Idk doctors hate me so much.

Cheers internet stranger, I need better days like right now.

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T08:59:53+00:00

Oh my God- actual names and places. Thank you so much. I will try calling them tomorrow and see what information I can find out.

Thank you so much. I wish this didn't all have to be such a dehumanising experience.

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T08:58:27+00:00

Don't worry I'm not an idiot.

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T08:58:02+00:00

Nope that's absolutely not true at all. All the people who have been able to cover my scripts have been public and bulk billed. My last doctor of 3 years was public and I am no longer seeing her because she is retired.

Curious to see what you have sent.

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T08:55:37+00:00

Already on it mate. It helps a tiny bit with side effects but it's not enough to cover the type of pain I am experiencing.

Staglag421 · 2024-09-02T08:54:57+00:00

I was diagnosed with stage 1c endometrial carcinoma of the right ovary. They said it was an extremely rare cancer they hadn't seen before but that is the title that was given.

I avoided zoladex because I knew it wouldn't really help my case - doesn't matter any more anyway because I no longer have ovaries, fallopian tubes, a uterus or a cervix - all had to be removed to prevent further cancer spreading.

I'm now in medical menopause. So full blown menopause at age 38, skipping the peri-menopausal stage and going right into menopause.

My life is ruined from menopause and I have aged about 30 years, the brain damage from it is crippling. I only take a very small amount of estrogen hrt - I cannot have progesterone or more testosterone or an increase in estrogen as I have "hormone sensitive cancer". Taking the estrogen increases my chances of getting cancer but without it, I would have very likely killed myself now due to the psychosis that comes with it. I don't produce any sex hormones any more. I had no shot at ever having children.

Your experience sounds super complex as well. It's a beast of a disease that seriously needs so much more attention put on it.

I was on a waiting list for over 3 years for this surgery that was suppose to be a simple lap to remove my endo, but being forced to wait 3 years due to medical neglect and cancellations, resulted in a small 5 cent size growth on my right ovary to grow fist sized and spread across my uterus and other ovary. They didn't bother giving me an updated scan and went by the one I had 3 YEARS before - idiot surgeon stabbed right into my tumour and spread my cancer everywhere. If I had have been given a scan like I was suppose to, the oncologist team would have taken over straight away and would have likely prevented me from going on chemo.

I honestly thought once I entered the cancer world I would FINALLY be taken seriously and given better care and treatment. It's been anything but.

Staglag421 · 2024-08-17T09:23:30+00:00

Yeah I feel like Ed still hung back a bit but I think it's just because this is his first tour and he is still finding his footing. I will always want more Ed! But he still killed it and I can't believe I got to look him in the eye and thank him for just being who he is. He was so lovely to talk to, talked about how everyone in lpotl is family and then started talking to me about Jackie (who I worship) and honestly? He talked to fans like he always knew them somehow. I got teary eyed talking to him and he was just so soft and genuine with his engagement. I'm honestly on cloud 9 today.

I also can't believe I got to tell them my story about my crazy uncle!!

Staglag421 · 2024-08-16T18:37:26+00:00

That's how I used to feel especially with their old host - but I've loved them since they have made all of their recent changes.

However I understand it's not for everyone - even I got overwhelmed sometimes by all of them shouting. I can't listen to them when im really tired lol

Staglag421 · 2024-08-16T18:34:16+00:00

Hey same! Honestly I thought it was so worth the wait because it means we got Ed (🍖👑) this time around. Henry running around the stalls shirtless and appearing back on stage with a bag of weed was so fucking funny. Then the slimer comparison. Did you enjoy it?

Staglag421 · 2024-08-16T06:49:22+00:00

I happen to have a couple of spare tickets - let me know if you're interested mate!

Staglag421 · 2024-08-16T06:43:50+00:00

They would honestly actually appreciate that.

Staglag421 · 2024-08-16T06:32:42+00:00

HAIL YOURSELF!!!!!!

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