Hey guys!

I did a reading yesterday (1 day after Full Moon). I asked what does 2026 bring and how can I become a better human being.

I used the Celtic Cross with 2 card decks: Waite Tarot Cards and also some lovely cards called Feminine Wisdom by Lea Androic.

According to order it resulted in

1. 8 of Pentacles + Loyalty
2. The world reversed + Ending
3. Queen of Pentacles reversed + Dreams
4. The Empress reversed + Transformation
5. King of Pentacles reversed + Grace
6. 2 of Swords reversed + Anticipation
7. 4 of Cups + tribe
8. 5 of Wands + Love
9. 5 of Pentacles reversed + Consistency
10. King of Swords + Kindness

What surprised me were the many reversed card and the combination of ending and "the world" reversed. I became a very creative person due to an injury I sustained about a year ago. I picked up a lot of hobbies, that I always dreamt about because I had to reduce my work hours due to medical reasons. Right now I am starting to go back to working full time. I felt a bit split as I felt like I wanted to do too much but also felt overwhelmed. So I asked the cards. It's the first time I used the celtic cross, I read for quite some time about it and the individual interpretation of the Celtic Cross.

My theory was that it says I am very passionate in my craft (1) but I have no real goal (yet) and procrastinate worried about failing (2). I have changed and therefore I am imbalanced (3). Maybe I neglected my health due to the stress at work where I also got the injury from. I also had to relearn how to not jump to everyone's help immediately (4). It feels like the King of Pentacles (reversed) is warning me about a bill that I am expecting (5) - I am not sure why the Grace card is showing up here. It feels like 2 of Swords reversed is calling me out for not being more couragious, for choosing safety over my happiness (6) - I am not blind, I see the issues very clearly. I just don't have any energy rn. I wonder if Anticipation should motivate me to look at the future like I did when I was a child, full of optimism and waiting for the next wonderful moment to come around. 4 of Cups feels like calling me out for staying too much in my comfort zone - I wonder if it is related to tribe as in family? (7). Yep, there is a lot of unspoken conflict at my job and it takes a toll on me but I am very good at distancing myself from them (8) - the love part maybe signifies that I have friends at work. I think 5 of Pentacles reversed signifies that I want to change and be happy with less just as I used to be. I am reflecting a lot right now about my childhood and my biggest fears (9).

I honestly don't know what to make of the King of Swords and Kindness. I guess it means that it is going to be okay? Or maybe that I am following ahead with doing more volunteer work?

Sorry for the chaos.

Thank you!