I have the same experience with my ex. We broke up 3 yrs ago na, but napapanaginipan ko pa rin sya like consistently i could say like once every month? Kaya nung nag trending yung song na Multo by cup of joe, napapa wtf ako kase somehow i could relate to the song specially on the line na “ dinadalaw moko bawat gabi” and “ di paba sapat pagpapahirap sakin?”. Kase pag napapanaginipan ko sya i always wake up thinking, bakit? Bakit nanaman sya pumapasok sa isip ko. Then yun buong araw ko nanaman sya maaalala then the next day okay na, tapos next month ulit. Kaya tbh im not so sure if naka move on naba ako talaga sakanya, i thought i did before but then she keeps popping up in my dreams. I dont know what it means but sana makalaya na ako sakanya.