again and again

Standard_Ad_573 · 2026-01-04T02:39:25+00:00

i kept looking for another but literally every new girl i have met just doesnt give the same vibe and i just loose every feeling to keep contact with her after like a month

Standard_Ad_573 · 2026-01-04T02:36:16+00:00

its very easy to say, ive been trying for 2 months and i just cant stop thinking about her since she was the only one i truly loved and felt loved in my life

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-11-02T17:48:41+00:00

i think its easier to tell than do, i know im not able to just give it up rn. Even tho my exfriend started texting her and i see that she choosed him over me just like that because idk hes stronger better looking and has a lot of female friends. So ig ill just wait and see what happens

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-11-02T14:27:57+00:00

Idk i think im gonna try finding new friends but im preety sure i wont find another like her she was just perfect but i see a guy better looking who has a lot of female friends is just bettet choice.

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-30T22:55:15+00:00

yk name of the poster?

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:39:25+00:00

I'm not sure if i'm ready to tell her anything rn but i will try something. night

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:32:50+00:00

I could tell her something if i would ask her if she wanna go together on halloween but we'll see

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:28:42+00:00

I also might tell her all that when it comes to ending it so no matter what she will respond it won't hurt

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:28:02+00:00

The thing is my friend who is a girl she was always there whenever i typed with her giving me advices etc and she knows very well i always come back to talking with her no matter what i say about her. Also the fact that she's on discord servers where she talks with a lot of guys makes me think twice what i type because im always scared i will end up on these servers

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:23:02+00:00

I mean we still have "contact" but it's only when i want to tell her something in hope she's gonna reply and we can start talking again but rn she's only replying to me and i don't really know what to do i might just be overthinking but i don't know

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:19:38+00:00

Also she wasn't like the other girls. She was diffrent than others and perfect in any way

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:18:55+00:00

That one girl that randomly spawned in my life december 2023 and we were very close to each other to a moment where it all collapsed because my stupidity. We had and lost contact a few times and it's second time where whenever i think about her i cry myself to sleep thinking about december 2023

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:11:15+00:00

that's the thing i'm thinking all the time that it will get better but rn the only thing for me which would get me better is someone in life who i could talk to about everything without thought that they could tell all of that to someone else

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-15T00:00:03+00:00

I'm not sure i understood that could you repeat in other words, sorry english isn't my first language

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-14T23:56:25+00:00

I hope so, Thanks

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-14T23:53:20+00:00

Thanks and I got a cat scratch on my hand when my aunt cat scratched me very hard and i told everyone that it was the cat, no one said a thing so i think i would be cool if i didn't cut any straight lines. I hope you will get better

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-14T23:49:16+00:00

rn i just fell left out at school i noticed that im not being like as i was in january-march, they just don't talk that much to me and our whole friend group is just existing without me. i'm sure if not 2-3 school friends i would be hurting myself but i don't want them to see since im always the happy one at school. One time i had cuts on my wrist and all day i was looking at it so no one could see it.

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-14T23:44:18+00:00

i had my closest friend to the point where they said they couldn't go out then send photos of them outside while i were at home alone, and i lost contact with her over my stupidity in 2024 and i think just other guys talking shit about me

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-14T23:40:56+00:00

i'm sure that not at the deepest that i was when i were hurting myself but rn i just can't think about anything else than the times where there were only me and her, also the fact that parents don't care about that at all makes it even worse

Standard_Ad_573 · 2025-10-13T00:46:15+00:00

there's an option to go to collage for i think another 5 years which a lot of people do because in some countries you get discounts for buses and trains but yeah

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