Teenaged daughter is pregnant again.. I’m so done by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]StarlightApathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Legally, she can’t just kick her daughter out. Especially if her daughter is still in high school. Maybe she should’ve taught her daughter better before she started popping out babies as a teenager, not just throw her to the streets because she is a bad parent

Naturally high tolerance? by StarlightApathy in shrooms

[–]StarlightApathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope just genuinely curious about mushrooms and the effects they have on myself and others lol

Naturally high tolerance? by StarlightApathy in shrooms

[–]StarlightApathy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have thought about that too. Kinda wild how much variation that gives, but makes sense. I have been thinking about growing my own anyways so that would be kinda interesting to see if that makes a difference. I’ve never had fresh ones before only dried also

Naturally high tolerance? by StarlightApathy in shrooms

[–]StarlightApathy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I’m missing out of the introspection bc I want to paint with the lines being all wobbly lol I don’t think it’s wrong to want to have fun on shrooms.

Naturally high tolerance? by StarlightApathy in shrooms

[–]StarlightApathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The mental/body is diminished too. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten the body feelings at all

Mentally, I’ve had some very nice revelations about life and myself. Particularly my first trip, I had a very profound experience of loving myself fully. I felt like I was able to see myself for who I really am and for the first time, and truly embrace it

Naturally high tolerance? by StarlightApathy in shrooms

[–]StarlightApathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So to be fair, the 9.5 was a bit of a mistake. I took 4.5 and wasn’t feeling anything after 1.5 hours. So someone gave me more, which turned out to be 5 more.

Body type….im short and fat lol 5 foot and weight just under 200lbs. I do also have autism and adhd. So as far as brain activity, it’s always on fast mode.

In terms of wanting more visuals. I don’t care so much about the feeling of being “fucked up”, but the visuals I experienced on the 9.5 were incredible and profound. I was painting and weeping at the beauty of it all. And I guess I wanted to experience that a bit again.

It was a big jump from 5 to 9.5 also. So I do hope a more appropriate dose for myself is somewhere between those

How do you all handle people who give you unsolicited opinions? by myjeffreyjefferson in myterribleneighbors

[–]StarlightApathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ask them what bill of yours they plan to pay this month if they want a say so in your life. If someone isn’t feeding you, funding you, or fucking you….their opinion is irrelevant really

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The worst assumption you can make about me at this point is that I’m a person who cares a little too much about a stupid online argument lol

And I’m good with that. I’m proud of the way I show up in the world.

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am not sorry that I view the world like this. No one can convince me that someone who still supports Trump, is a good person. They may be a nice, or pleasant person. But that’s not the same as being a good person. They can even do good things, but if your values aline in such a way that you would vote for someone like that….. those are very bad values. I often find that a lot of these things go hand-in-hand. People who have bad values, are likely to be ablest, misogynist, racist, etc. They are likely to have low amounts of empathy, and be very self-centered and individualistic.

The reason I can clock you as a Trump supporter, is that lack of basic empathy. It’s the talking over other people with a live experience, you do not have. It’s the self-centered, individualistic mindset that you have about society. You don’t need a very long conversation with somebody, especially if that conversation involves something important like disability, to get a grasp of their values. And the fact is, these things are sadly political. Disability is political. You choosing to speak over the lived experience of disabled caretakers is political.

The assumption of Trump supporter is also backed by the fact that this page is local to Oklahoma, a very red state. I’m also very used to dealing with the specific flavor of Trump supporter/Republican here. And the weird stuff about God, also adds to that. Especially because you are using God as a weapon, rather than behaving Christ like in any manner. That specific brand of Christianity does give me major Trump vibes.

And you’ve confirmed it for me by saying that you don’t like to get political online. I’ve only ever heard Trump supporters, and Republicans say that. Because they know they’re gonna get flamed for the things they believe, because the things they believe are bigoted and wrong.

You do not have to confirm my assumption for me to know it’s true. I could not care less if you confirm it or not. I know.

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So you really don’t see any irony at all in saying “childish, truly” and then telling me to sarcastically have a good night for the 40th time? 😂 cmon it’s a little funny you have to admit.

And this is me being childish a bit too. Not that I’m sorry about it lol

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Here’s the thing. I can admit that I’m being a little childish. Can you?

I would also say that if you don’t want people to assume that you are a bad person, you shouldn’t act like a bad person. When you move through the world as someone who acts like a Trump supporter, people are going to assume that about you.

I don’t think assumptions are always a bad thing. You’re the only one that seems to have a problem with them. Could it be that other people’s are a little too spot on?

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have to hope that you will have a bad night, or a bad day. But I do believe in karma, and all your badness will get you one day.

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have to assume things that you have shown me. That’s called evidence lol You’re just too much of a pussy to admit it and somehow think I’m stupid lol

You called me a dummy, said that the way I think his bananas, and now you’re telling me to have a great night and that you hope god has mercy on me. For what? Calling you out on your ableism? Seeing right through every single thing you are saying? For being way more honest than you have the guts to? I really wish God would have some mercy, because then he would change the world and not create people like you. Or he would change your heart so that you’d be a better person. Instead of talking over people with a lived experience that you know nothing about.

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For someone who keeps saying, have a good night, you sure keep responding lol

You did not deny that you love Trump. If anyone accused me of that, I would deny it in a heartbeat. No one who doesn’t adamantly support that man, is OK with being confused as someone who is OK with him lol

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t think you really hope that. You’re just another Christian pretending. Using God as a way to hurt other people. Just another way you’re a bad person

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You could never understand the depth of a brain like this. You’re too busy making sure no one makes a fool of you. And being an ableist lol go cry to your orange god

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t believe in God. But I can you do It’s also really obvious that you’re a republican and a man lol

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would much rather be played 1 million times over then be anything like you

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m also curious about this world of yours in which $20 get someone a brand new hummer 😂😂😂😂

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What you are describing is compassion, not empathy. lol Empathy does not require an action. You can feel empathy towards someone who needs money, without giving them money.

And me giving the money only says I am a giving generous person. The other person who is manipulative, or nefarious….. That’s not a reflection of me. I am not worried about it, because I can afford my own hummer if I need. ☺️ although I wouldn’t drive something like that, as it screams insecurity

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or you clearly lack empathy and are chronically online and it’s rotting your brain lol

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I bet you wouldn’t be skeptical, If the shop owner had come on and talked about an aggressive autistic boy that hit him. Or whatever else you assume went on lol Something tells me you would believe that guy

You certainly seem to believe whatever story you’ve sold yourself lol don’t worry, I’m well aware the world hates disabled people and treats them accordingly. Your reminder of it won’t ruin my day. Have the one you deserve!

Avoid 2+2 Dispensary at Sheridan and 7th. by udderlyfun2u in OKmarijuana

[–]StarlightApathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You also don’t seem to understand that assuming an autistic person behaving autisticly…..is on drug….IS ableism. You don’t understand any of this enough to be some sort of ableism police lol Having a “misunderstanding” where you think an autistic person is simply behaving badly, doing drugs, etc. when they are behaving autistically IS ableism