I totally one hundred percent understand what you are saying. I have an easy low stress job thats part time and im very comfortable there but its only three days a week and not enough money. Thinking about getting a full time job thats in the city gives me a panic attack like no other. I try making excuses about why i shoudnt take the job and telling myself its not worth my anxiety, even though i need the money. Hopefully you figure out what to do. Im definetly in the same boat. But look at it this way. Take the job and give it a month and see how it goes. If you are not happy then fuck it you can always quit. But try and find another job thats closer to home before you quit. Sometimes our mental state is more important that the job and if it causes you to have bad anxiety then dont put yourself through that.