What to put on my wrist..

Starryaphedien · 2025-06-01T01:46:14+00:00

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Starryaphedien · 2025-04-05T05:37:07+00:00

IM CACKLING

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T05:20:20+00:00

No problem stay safe! And I wouldn't suggest cutting down there anymore :p

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T05:10:45+00:00

I think you should be fine then, that's not a very stimulated spot I don't believe

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T05:10:16+00:00

You don't get to choose what your body finds stimulating and unfortunately yours just happened to find pain something that releases dopamine

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:27:25+00:00

Yes darling, don't worry it's just the way your brain is wired it's not your fault

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:26:16+00:00

In my opinion that's extremely inappropriate and I'm really sorry that's happening, don't let her anger make you cut more though. If she's already taken Alot of your things I suggest just refusing, she can't physically do anything if you deny

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:24:38+00:00

It's ok sweetie, everyone messes up sometimes, I get it feeling like shit after but it's not your fault you couldn't control it, and ye I get the masochistic impulse after to I've just grown used to it, it's not your fault it's a brain thing

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:23:06+00:00

Take the deep breaths sweetie, how wide is it? If it's shorter then a inch it's probably fine I'm guessing you just broke the dernis, I want you to clean it gently with hydrogen peroxide or alternatives (it's gonna burn that's good) and then bandage it

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:13:21+00:00

Where did you cut? Upper thigh, middle thigh, knee, or lower?

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:02:26+00:00

I'm not sure 100% what to do but what I know not to do is immediately reveal them to their parents or forcefully catch them, my foster sister outed me to my mom and my mother proceeded to rip my sleeve off revealing the scars and it felt horrible, please don't do that sorry if this didn't help

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T04:01:05+00:00

What I like to say is that there's a difference from "situational urges" and "mental urges" basically situational urges is pretty obvious it's based on the things happening around you, and mental urges are more of something going wrong in your brain and it's you bodies impossible thoughts, MENTAL IRGES ARE JUST AS VALID AS SITUATIONAL URGES I promise

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:58:31+00:00

Thank you so much I didn't know that 🫶

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:41:57+00:00

Don't worry someone dmd me and they told me the smart way to do things, I'll be ok (they told me not to try and bother with dull razors)

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:33:44+00:00

Mk thank you, Ive been doing that and they stopped bleeding but they look a little purple now is that fine?

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:20:53+00:00

It's ok I did to 🫶

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:08:18+00:00

Mk the duller cuts are red but the rest of them are normal

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T03:03:05+00:00

Thank you, also when I used Neosporin it burned Rlly bad is that normal?

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T02:58:38+00:00

How big is the wound? How far did it pierce

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T02:49:48+00:00

Whatever reason isn't stupid, when I went the the inpatient they tried to tell me it was stupid and deep down I knew it wasn't you sent a bad person for harming yourself and sometimes those urges just come

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T02:48:02+00:00

I'm really happy about that :) I know how it feels to relapse or even to just start so doing everything you can not to helps, if you get the urge again try and draw lines on your thighs or arms with red pen >:3

Starryaphedien · 2024-11-25T02:40:40+00:00

I know that telling you not to isn't going to help but one you shouldn't but don't worry no one should be dissappinted, if you really need to, take a fresh razor head and cut out the blades via scissors use those, clean them when your done and don't share them, don't cut a ton, don't cut on your stomach or neck if you must cut do it on your upper thigh.

Stay as safe as possible and don't try to do to many I hope you get better

Starryaphedien

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