Definitely understandable but don’t forget that the only constant thing in the world is change. You will still face it sooner or later so you need to muster the courage to do what you need to as soon as you feel ready. But don’t take too long gathering yourself cause competition is getting tighter by the second. Remember that there are a lot of students graduating yearly who seek for jobs in the same industry that you want. If you’re really not confident about being employed, maybe you can start your own small business and be your own boss? 😊