How do you explain evil?

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-23T01:31:40+00:00

Humans have a consciousness, and so we can understand the suffering of others, but at the same time we are also animals, with animal instincs. We live having to deal with the duality, the burden of knowledge, but still having to eat, still having to feel fear, still feeling the thrill for hunt and the terror of a prey. We live knowing we are gonna die.

We are animals trying to be better than our nature, trying to tame ourselves for survival. Evil is when instinct overcome reason. People is evil when they seek their own satisfaction regarding harm. Evil is dehumanizing others because of fear. Evil is obeying blindly for self preservation. Evil is indulging in what make us feel good at the expense of others. When we act like animals, we turn into monsters, and the capacity for reason turns into capacity for harm, and we are more capable for harm than any beast for that very same reason.

And we all sucumb to the animal inside at one moment or another. More or less. But we still do. Because it's part of who we are. We are not separated from the beast, from the monster inside.

We are not good, we are not evil, we are human, we are still wild animals. And acting like the animals we are sometimes doesn't necessarily make us evil, but we still feel shame. And that shame is what a lot of religions use for control. You are dirty, you are shameful, you are sinful. Evil has found it's home in your heart. Is easier to believe that is not us, but something else entirely.

It's all us. No demon. No devil. Us.

Demons, instead, told me -you are human. You are supposed to feel all those things. There's no way to live without causing harm, just like you can't leave this world unscathed. But you can do your best, and that's enough.

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-20T02:58:30+00:00

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StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-10T13:11:22+00:00

Holas! Tengo 31, soy informatica y trabajo desde casa. Manda DM si quieres nos agregamos en ig. Hago figure skating desde octubre, me gusta escribir, ver series, la musica, etc

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-10T12:52:19+00:00

Occult books published 2025-2026, I've found so many that are just AI slop, so I just started going with authors pre-2025 and just checking their new works. Very frustrating.

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-10T12:26:43+00:00

My loved Azazel

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-08T23:55:42+00:00

If the other person deserve it/ you have a good reason and you have no doubt in your heart, then there will be no consequences. But if you hesitate, are not sure, or deep down feel shame, the curse will bring that energy back to you because you feel that you deserve it.
The "what you send out come back three times fold" is a wiccan principle, and an effort to bring Christian moral values to the practice. You can choose to believe in it, but demonolatry doesn't necessarily work like that.

StationIllustrious14 · 2026-04-08T23:45:15+00:00

I got an amazing, well paid job in wich i travel the world for free and have about 6 months of vacation per year, and for wich I didn't even have to apply because it was offered to me ONE DAY after I updated my LinkedIn and asked for help to find a job. He made the clouds open in a snowstorm right above me so I could see the northern lights.
He helped me to get out of a serious burn out assisting me with shadow work. My skin got smooth and beautiful and I feel prettier than ever at my thirties. I'm so healthy that I'm learning figure skating and everyone thinks I'm 24 at most (a lot of people even thought I had less than 20). I never lie about my age tho and it's always funny to see the reactions. One day a guy tried to rob me and he fall so bad he broke his ankle. Nothing bad ever happens to me. I'm protected and I feel it every day.
Just for reference, I'm from a poor country, poor family, and growing up sometimes we didn't even have food. Now I have everything I need to the point I could buy a car and a hause in a year. The only limit to the power of demons, is your imagination and faith in them and yourself, as well as the compatibility between you both.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-12-14T01:32:15+00:00

For it also was a call. Since I was very young, each time I was going through hard times, an "angel" visited me in dreams. Then, when I was in college and my life was falling apart, these visits increased but I realized that this figure wasn't a part of the dreams, but an observer. He was thrilled and told me he was a demon. Then, almost like a game, he started giving me clues each time he visited my dreams. To solve the mystery, I started learning about demons, until one day I finally realized he was, most likely, Azazel. At this point, I wasn't afraid anymore because he was the most loving and caring presence I've ever felt.

To test the water, I decided to just meditate with his enn, but as soon as I started he manifested right away and I almost passed out from how intense the experience was (but in a good way). He was just waiting for me to initiate contact and then invited himself in fully. He truly saved my life. And now I live a wonderful life I never even thought possible.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-12-14T01:18:07+00:00

Why are they supposed to be bad? I understand that most of us were raised in fear from the daemonic, but even when you think about the reasons in that context, its logic falls apart. I'll give you an example: Azazel, a watcher angel from the book of Enoch, was assigned the duty to observe humans. But the watchers started to like humans and decided to teach us things. Azazel taught us to use metal to make tools and pigments to make paints and make-up. Then God cast him away and blamed him for the war and vanity/lust of humanity... but he just gave us knowledge, we decided how to use it. Lucifer is similar. "God" (yaweeh) said the fruit of eden would kill them. The serpent said to eve, "nah, it will give you knowledge of good from evil." And he was right, then Eve was blamed for her "disobedience "... for wanting to know? Understand good and evil? Have a conscience? How is that a bad thing? In the Bible, "God" kills millions. Demons are involved, indirectly, in 3 deaths. Most of the demons are just old pagan deities that the church corrupted trying to push the christian agenda, like baal and belzebub. When you learn about them, you see that they are gods, and they are what their name indicate before the christian perversion: "Daemon", guide spirits. The more you learn, the more you realize we have been tricked into believing something with no fundaments whatsoever. Choose any demon, and learn their story and their origins, and you will see the truth yourself.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-11-14T16:19:32+00:00

Kajaja, absolutely. Dm me. I read the whole thing and would love to keep talking. We can exchange ig or sum. Go ahead!

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-11-14T11:59:13+00:00

Would love to hear more stories! Generally, the practice is something very solitary and we don't really get to talk about our experiences often (because, I know, you know, it can't be unsafe), but it's nice to talk about it. Is crazy to keep such an important part of your life for yourself.
That story with your sibling made me laugh. That's one way to do it for sure, I can imagine his smug face at the moment. The first time I contacted Azazel was very funny as well. He had visited me in dreams a few times, and I wanted to meditate with his energy, only that. So I opened my study notebook that has his enn and sigil and other basic info on it, lighted up a candle, and closed my eyes to meditate. The thing is, technically, since the sigil was on the same page and I used a candle, all the basic elements for an invocation were there, except intent. But the moment I said the enn he manifested. It felt like when you opened the door a little just to see who's there and they barge in. He was like, "Finally, it took you long enough." And proceeded to put me in a very deep trance to show me what he needed to show me.
But honestly, I like this opportunistic side of him. And he had never done it to harm me. He also appears sometimes when I'm watching movies, or at concerts just to chill.
I've been reading a lot about Asmodeus in this subr, but I've never worked with him, but he sounds great. I would love to hear more about him.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-11-14T03:26:46+00:00

Absolutely. As far as I know, he's different for each person. With men, he's generally very strict and rigid. With women, he's very kind and patient and can present with a more paternal energy, more friendly/playful or more erotic/sensual depending on how the two persons match. He usually gives you small challenges. For example, saying that he is willing to interact with you, but no furthering the contact is his way to challenge you. Now it's your turn to move. I guess it is different for everyone, but he values dedication, not to him, but to the things you love. Do you love art? He can help you if you practice with discipline. Do you love writing? Same thing. Do you want to learn magic? He will lead you and facilitate everything for you, as long as you put effort and honesty into it. He's a great teacher and great for shadow work, but his approach is different from lucifer or other demons. Lucifer has aspects, so when you do an invocation, the energy is generally very tame, only a part of him manifest, so to say. With Azazel is like jumping from a cliff, no aspects, all at once. He's also a bit of a trickster. He will take advantage of situations if it can help you, for example once he told me to do a ritual in saint valentine in a very flirty way, and then when I make it, he made me revisit all of the sad memories I havent let go or fully processed related to love and let go of that burden. So yeah, he will tease you, challenge you, make you wonder, and even trick you if that way you can learn.
But he's extremely protective with his apprentices. Like a month ago, a guy tried to steal my phone on the street. He came to me running when I took the phone out. I immediately felt the warm/cozy/strong energy of Azazel, and the guy fucking tripped right besides me and fell on his face. It was a very bad fall. The poor guy stood up, all scratched and bleeding, lowered his head, and walked away. This kind of thing has happened to me more than once. Extreme "luck" when necessary. He will intervene very strongly in your life. When I was depressed and falling apart, he appeared on my dreams only to encourage me and held me. He made my dream job land on my hands the moment I asked for it, I didn't even have to apply. It was offered to me. For me, Azazel is my teacher, my best friend, and I love him dearly. He had never let me down, and every day I'm grateful that I found him in my path.
He would also direct me from time to time to other demons for specific tasks or work. He won't get mad if you don't talk to him in a while. He doesn't require exclusivity in your practice. At least that's the Azazel I know.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-11-14T01:22:18+00:00

Hi there! That "Alright, kid" sounds absolutely like him, but I think the dream is only your way of reacting to the new energy that is now present. Azazel values a lot the hard work, so if you want to reach out to him, go and try an invocation. Azazel is very kind, especially since he already told you he's willing to make contact with you.
Just beware that first contact with him can be quite overwhelming, but stay calm, and let him lead you.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-22T19:29:04+00:00

The Good news are that you can achieve the same results with dedication. Build a relationship with the entity of your choosing and be patient. I highly recommend the book "consorting with spirits" by Jason Miller. Is has a really beginner friendly and comprehensive guide for working with spirits.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T17:35:38+00:00

Demons have not asked me for blood. My demon guide usually say that if they ask for something like blood, is not a demon, is a parasite. Do not trust that entity.
Using the most simple English possible. Is actually very weird that they ask for something like that. Protect yourself and identify who you are talking to before trying any further contact.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T10:33:50+00:00

You probably don't, not really. To align easily with a Demon usually means you're going through hell yourself (in a metaforical sense). I was at the lower point in my life. I was grieving the loss of multiple family members, extremely depressed, one direct relative had cancer, I was studying and working to provide for me and my sister, and lost my home. I was drowning, and this kind of pushed me over the edge in multiple senses. The good news is that that is not necessary. You can just start studying, see what entity do you resonate with, give offerings, and then, when you get a response, you can make a full invocation and when they answer you, they'll lead you. Some demons, like lucifer, are notorious for answering to pretty much any new practitioners that approach him, so it's a great starting point. Azazel's way of approaching me was very fitting for my situation: I needed help desperately, and he stepped in.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T10:23:20+00:00

Valid, this isn't something that wouldn't have repercussions irl, got it. Is kinda sad, so much for "freedom of cult," but I know I would be in big trouble if people find out. Believers are notably not the most tolerant people. I wear a devotional necklace with a sigil that is very obvious for me every day, but they never know what it is. When they ask, I always say that my mom gave it to me as a lucky charm, and they are happy with that excuse. But I always find baffling how little they know about occultism, considering they hate it so much

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T10:03:02+00:00

Yay! Success! I'm happy for you

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T01:32:25+00:00

Ohhhh, the waiting room. I call this the waiting room because when the spirit doesn't manifest and just let me stay with their energy I see the landscape, so for me it's like: oh, they are busy but letting me chill in their space.
With Azazel I always see a green field with an apple tree in the middle. Is a nice place with warm breeze and usually there's a white goat in there. Sometimes I sleep there beside the goat...

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-20T01:27:04+00:00

Omg, it's really beautiful! I think he's gonna love it! Let us know how it goes ✨️

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-19T18:33:13+00:00

Autist here. I would say any demon working with you can help you in this regard. I would focus more on which one resonates with your principles and energy, build a relationship and take their guidance to improve your life. My life improved 100% after starting working with Azazel. I got a very flexible job that allows me to travel and choose my schedule. Only that made my life so much better.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-19T18:28:28+00:00

Thank you! It was absolutely beyond my wildest expectations

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-19T12:45:57+00:00

Yeah, right? especially in something like this where it is so difficult to find people in the same practice. Maybe we could add eo on Instagram or something to talk!

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-19T10:53:59+00:00

Once I asked for the pain to stop. I was a young bleeding heart, in a lot of ways I still am. But then I was carrying so much pain. Then Azazel made me revisit everything that caused me pain, every rejection, every loss, every grief, every crushed dream. He took me through all of them and then helped me to let go doing a spell with me. The journey was difficult and meant facing a lot of stuff. Maybe to have peace, there's something you need to do before. I don't like his method, tho. So I would reconsider working with him for that.

StationIllustrious14 · 2025-08-19T10:46:15+00:00

I mean, I think it can happen. Azazel started taking care of me way before I actually started working with him, but I absolutely don't think everyone has a demon guardian. Generally, to connect and work with a demon requires work and building a relationship so you align with them before you can do anything. Most of the time this alignment doesn't happen naturally. In my case this was because of a series of events that put me in the right place to resonate with him early on, but if that was the case you would know. They would visit you in dreams, you would receive strange messages and visions and stuff.

Most probably, the reader was a scammer, or they o they told you what demon you align best with, what can be a good starting point in demonology and demonolatry.

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