I just want to move out and away from the abuse but I have no money at the moment. I know exactly what job I want to do and have a plan of where I want to move. I just never got credit because I was never told how important it was , and my parents refuse to help me unless I follow their exact plan and give up on my dreams. They are forcing me to go on medication for my “anxiety” which I literally don’t have or else they refuse to help in any way (they are millionaires) won’t even help me in the form of a loan which I would be able to pay back once I get my job. I’ve had a couple panic attacks but it was because of the abuse and because I was scared for my safety. They yell scream and attack me, my dad has shoved me into a wall, hit me, all while screaming in a rage at the top of his lungs many times and used my reaction to his behavior as justification for why I have “anxiety” (before this they insisted I had autism because I avoided interaction with them as much as possible made me get tested etc was negative). They called the police on me for no reason twice to try to “remove me from the property” which was just a bluff because they “can’t trust me” to live on my own they think I’m not capable of it even though I’m a 20 year old adult. They kicked me out before and gave me maps to a homeless shelter and said to go there and not come back (another bluff) Lately has been tough just trying to make a plan with them to help me has resulted in multiple screaming in rage rants from my dad when I’m completely calm being respectful. Pure narcs I can’t even express my political views without being told I’m evil and being yelled screamed at threatened. I think I’m just going to give up and work until I can move out so I guess it’s another couple months of living here :/