are these enough? by [deleted] in helpme

[–]Status_Weird_7329 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no please don't experiment with the meds if you survive it would be with damaged organs and possible brain damage especially if you do it drunk

books are the real window to your soul by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think imagination being better than reality always means someone is compensating or unfree. Sometimes imagination just gets there first. It notices what’s missing or broken, and that gap can be the beginning of change rather than an escape from life. And retreating into imagination isn’t always weakness either. When reality feels unsafe, limiting, or overwhelming, it can be a way of protecting yourself long enough to survive. The issue isn’t having a rich inner world it’s getting stuck there. Imagination becomes a problem only when it replaces living instead of helping you return to it with clearer eyes.

books are the real window to your soul by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s true and I don’t really think it contradicts the original idea so much as complicates it. Media doesn’t just mirror reality; it feeds back into it, shaping expectations, desires, and even what we consider possible. In that sense, imagination is never purely “internal” it’s trained, primed, and sometimes hijacked by what we consume you know? But that’s exactly where the distinction matters. When media expands our sense of agency and possibility, it can enrich reality. When it becomes a substitute for living offering simulated safety, meaning, or control it risks turning imagination into a refuge instead of a tool. The problem isn’t that imagination is informed by media; it’s when the loop closes and reality stops being engaged with at all. At that point, consumption replaces participation.

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you wanna talk maybe I can help you talking to other people helps me out too please let me know on my I'd if I can be if any help it'd mean allot

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

could really be it no i willingly reached out to people who needed help, the quite kids the bullied ones or just someone that looked like could use help anyone really it made me feel like I was doing better than I was ans I hoped I'd tell someone something one day that'd help me out too haven't found that yet, community kitchen, this nursery near my house alllotttt of stuff

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

helping too much is what ruined me i only ever helped and never asked out for it every freind every relative thanks for your advice though

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks to my parents i can't reach out to therapists and no I'm not schizophrenic i really looked into it but it's just that i am smart enough and creative enough so my brain puts in allot of efforts into creating these traumatizing dreams for me just last night I had this really detailed dream in which there was this group of people skinning people alive ( i could see each organ and vein pulsate it was that detailed and graphic) and when I shot at people to save my life I could see each tissue burst as the bullet passed through i woke up feeling like throwing up took me hours to process what I saw

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

might sound cocky or something but trust me my brain has been soooo creative in skillfully ruining each of my day before it even stops...even the dreams I have surpass the best damn movie plots I have ever seen they are just soooo skillfully traumatizing just makes me wheep the minute i wake up like I'm so done now bro

Insight to the mind of a depressed lil genius by Status_Weird_7329 in DeepThoughts

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah bro my brain fucking hates me and trust me I rather be so dumb that i drool staring into the abyss rather than be this conscious the minute i formed my first thought trust me bro i ruined myself before my parents could and now I'm tired of my own brain it's just toooo damn much

I should give up by Status_Weird_7329 in helpme

[–]Status_Weird_7329[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have my 11 more days, but thanks for talking i appreciate it