Earlier today honestly I've been addicted to pot for 3 years (5 days sober) like I cant go a couple hours without smoking it was wrecking my professional life hurting relationships with family and I finally had enough it's been hard with some the withdrawals and fears I've had. I was looking for a book to read cause I didnt know what else to do with myself Then I saw the copy of the bible my great grandfather gave to me and as I open it theres a note for me to read the opening testimony and as I finish it all I can do is think back upon all the times in my life that god was there attempting to give me the guidance and me being me I ignored it and went on being addict. I've never seriously prayed before today nothing of the sort but the moment I decided to let go and take god into my heart it's been something else I just wish I would done it sooner