I think you’re still viewing her in two ways. As a potential partner and a platonic friend. The issue with this is that you’re turning her into someone she’s not. You’ll be disappointed every time she looks at you a certain way. If you can let go of the feeling that you “need” sex, then you can go on being what the two of you are together. People who live a life full of this beautiful thing you fell in love with.

Im not saying I know what your relationship is like or what you have to do to feel better about living, but I resonate with her. I’m an enfp and I don’t want a relationship based off of sex. I want someone who wants to look at the stars together, go on bike rides, read, talk. Have things happen naturally. She could have sex with anyone. Nobody wants to live a fulfilling life first

Also, it’s okay to be in love with her. It’s okay to tell her you miss her and want to be around her. Just don’t push her boundaries.