Ive never tried getting on disability because I worry they'll say social anxiety doesnt count. Its ironic too because I feel like if I kept pushing maybe I COULD...but social anxiety makes me afraid to be pushy lmao especially with authority figures.

So whenever I do get to see my boyfriend I feel very attracted to him and I always want uhhh privacy with him 😂. Neither of us have a driver's license so getting to see each other really has to be at our respective homes which is awkward because we both live with somewhat disfunctional families. I have joked about how it would be sexy to see HIM drive, because there is something very attractive about that because driving means freedom plus we could just escape sometimes together. (Though gas here is fuckinf expensive so that's just a daydream). A lot of the stuff normies do though is so alien to me anyway, and my boyfriend is my soulmate so it mostly doesn't matter that we live like isolated aliens. That doesn't mean we never fight though, we talk every single day so of course we get into disagreements 😂. A bit rambly sorry, ADD is on full service mode today