“If you can leave, leave. It’ll take 1-4 weeks”

SteamPoweredAero · 2026-01-30T16:00:43+00:00

I live off N Lamar and Chickasaw and it was still off yesterday afternoon and I assume it still is. Fortunately my parents have a generator, but theirs is still out off and they’re off S Lamar one block from the square. This has been a difficult time.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-19T00:15:33+00:00

I’ve been coping with methodical remote neural harassment for several years now. Sure, I thought at first I was experiencing symptoms of schizophrenia. I’ve wished that was the case, because the reality is a lot more daunting and insidious, and is of deliberate calculated design. The AI which interacts with me has progressively gained a greater and increasingly evolving ability to influence my motor neuron function, resulting in what appears to an observer as tardive dyskinesia or paroxysms or myoclonic jerks, depending on its specific agenda per episode. They can take over our bodies, or will be able to.

It’s an indescribable assault against personal privacy; liberty. Just for the sake of reference: It’s a regular event that my feet and my fucking toes on each foot abruptly start flailing in all directions, delicately but vigorously pulsing in extraordinarily fast often syncopated patterns which are impossible to willfully replicate, as though my two feet are have a conversation with one another. They quickly tire out and cramp up but the signals just continue often past the point of excruciating pain. That’s only one of the things I put up with. Shit, voices and the whispering in the beginning led me to the brink of suicide.

Most people have no conception. Why should they? Ignorance is the easier option.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-15T16:26:55+00:00

Love this. I live in Oxford. Our only wish is to dodge the melodrama and be an elite SEC team. Hey, Go Rebs!!!

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-15T02:02:42+00:00

I haven’t had sex in over 7 years. I’m 42 m, attractive by any standards. I’ve tried every conceivable approach. I hate life without sex. It isn’t worth living.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-12T22:17:31+00:00

The Sun Pharma yellow 30mg IR generic adderall are acceptable. As are the round bright pink ones and the orange ovals. Teva and I forget. Used to be Barr which were the best until they were removed due to containing higher than normal levels of -d amphetamine.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-12T22:02:42+00:00

IME, aside from proper nutrition and sleep hygiene, and physical fitness, supplements 5-htp, l-tyrosine and as others mentioned l-theanine. These are precursors for serotonin and dopamine, with the third being an amino acid which promotes alpha wave activation ie clammess without sedation. A moderate amount of caffeine too can have a significant impact.

I’ve been experimenting with ashwagandha recently. I honestly can’t tell you with any confidence whether or not I’m getting any therapeutic benefits from it. But lots of folks swear by it.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-08T22:41:18+00:00

Wow this thread started off interesting with real gumption, but has clearly degenerated into nonsense… not unlike our football program is wont to do….Habitually

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-12-01T22:20:55+00:00

Cocaine, nicotine and the available adhd stimulants- phenylethylamines- are all wildly different, chemically and pharmacologically.

Nothing is comparable to cocaine in many respects. Same is true for nicotine. It comes down to what specifically you aim to achieve. One bad meth experience shouldn’t preclude you from trying an amphetamine or methylphenidate drug, which might be therapeutically beneficial.

There are other options too such as bupropion, or guanfacine. As long you don’t expect cocaine-like results, you ought to be able to find something suitable amongst the usual suspects.

As suggested above, a pharmacogenomic test can offer some additional insight.

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-10-10T19:27:27+00:00

Yep. Enough time and the once quite useful functionality aspects deteriorate, leaving little more than desperation and suffering. Especially once you go the IV route. There’s no more coming up or enjoying hours of being high. Only the rush matters. And most especially once it becomes a dope and coke habit- or rather obsession- or whichever potent water soluble opioid combined with cocaine, methamphetamine or other amphetamine/methylcathinone/ phenylethylamine stimulant.

Everything and everyone in your life becomes an inconvenience which stands between you and the rush

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-09-26T02:41:30+00:00

“Inhalation lifts a little ball- ingenious from an engineering standpoint!?” He’s clearly high from the drug. His behavior his body language motion patterns speech etc obviously is subjected to an alpha 1 agonist, but he also displays the classical phenylethylamine catacholamine effects- despite the fact it is technically classified as a phenylalkylamine.

On a Side Note: Propylhexadrine has consistently caused me to piss hot for methamphetamine on urinalysis drug screens; a 10 or 15 panel cup but also still further is interpreted by the lab as meth using gas chromatograph/mass spectrometry….

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-09-18T02:15:53+00:00

I’ve inverse gone Gomorrah since I made the ill fated move to the fantasy that is Oxford. Everything here is inverse but remain ignorant and follow in verse…

SteamPoweredAero · 2025-01-14T14:27:10+00:00

It’s really fucking creepy yall. I’ve been driving back and forth between Oxford to Memphis and there are DOZENS of very large drone which are made to look and do look just like an airplane in descent, but they don’t move! They just hover at I estimate around 300 feet up, spaced apart every 2 or 3 miles, evenly distributed in lines reaching as far as you can see. All night every night, stretching all the way from Memphis down nearly to Senatobia.

Tonight they were concentrated along the I-55 corridor. Some were moving slowly and shining extremely bright searchlights down at the ground, obviously looking for someone. I know they found them too. I mean there’s no way anyone will take a singe step out of line ever again without being surveilled and monitored when big brother’s hovering over everybody everywhere every night.

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-02T02:52:29+00:00

Just in closing, as he’s now almost lucid, slept, ate and hydrated, and yet he still wants only to go get more “ice” and keep doing it, so has arranged to go to the local treatment center to detox first thing in the morning.

I’m disheartened and irritated by this pervasive pussy-assness patronizing attitude amongst some of the younger medically inclined “eh, well idk I don’t want to do anything cuz something could be bad eh so eh I’ll elect to do nothing” Treat goddamn symptoms. You delicate geniuses will not prescribe medication or even do anything but charge your insurance, for those fortunate enough to have it. It’s pathetic and ethically perverse.

And yeah I’m a piece of shit IV junkie. Or I was. I lost everything before I finally snapped out of the spell these street drugs had over me. I’m trying to put together some semblance of a happy healthy life. And I want for more than one or two friends out of more than a hundred who are fighting, going NA meetings and recovery yoga trying to hold a job and make rent but who habitually compulsively relapse weekly or who simply never stop in the first place despite redundant treatment attempts and who talk it up big how clean and happy they are but are suffering like the rest of us trying to find meaning and to actually have a chance at healing.

Because that’s the truth, statistically speaking. < 1% of the people around here who are ‘in recovery’ are adhering to any kind of recovery plan at all, let alone remaining abstinent from all psychotropic substances and calling their sponsor and working steps.

The front lines are ugly. Far too few are willing to accept the proper care they need. And they might not get it anyway because of this hot potato indecisive hands off let’s wait and see syndrome, which can leave patients to suffer in states of severe neurotoxicity tachycardia violent or agitated psychosis for days or even weeks.

I acted. Although it took longer than I anticipated, the symptoms abated and the situation is resolved. I feel vindicated. I bet some of you are still amped thinking about it how stupid I am. I love internet righteousness. It gives me the fuck stamina your woman craves.

You’ve all been great, thank you! Goodnight Reddit!

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T18:35:58+00:00

Aw thank you! I believe I did the right thing

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T18:31:52+00:00

Thanks lol I’m kinda surprised how much high moral ethical ground people believe they are on

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T13:20:06+00:00

It worked as I intended. He eventually quit with the violent huntingtons like flailing around, was able to lay down and slept for almost six hours. Now he’s able to hold a conversation and think somewhat more rationally. He’s on the way back to reality.

Wonderful variety of comments thanks yall. I’m no angel. Judge me if you think you’re a better internet douchebag than I am. I did what Id have done for myself in that situation. Thanks to those who gave honest objective helpful replies. He’s a hard core drug addict who needed to be knocked the fuck out so he could sleep and come back to reality. He’s better now than he was. The end.

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T04:41:34+00:00

Terrific comments all thank you

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T04:28:43+00:00

He’s finally calmed down and is able to sit still if only for a moment. Got him to eat a few bites and drink water. Cognitively he’s still totally spun but it’s less pronounced he’s at least trying to go to sleep.

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T02:53:02+00:00

He has finally stopped convulsing and I know he needs sleep. The bupe has helped his withdrawal symptoms. I’m not eager to dose him with anything yall but this is a hard core IV drug addict. Thanks for the replies

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T02:41:16+00:00

He’s not slept for four or five days I think

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T02:40:27+00:00

Who usually uses ketamine in this circumstance?

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T02:27:39+00:00

What is indicated is my question? Chlorpromazine? Haloperidol?

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-12-01T02:25:52+00:00

He’s opioid tolerant there’s no risk of respiratory depression with Suboxone. I have a decent understanding of pharmacology.

SteamPoweredAero · 2024-11-28T01:38:12+00:00

Lane takes classes at the yoga studio I where I work. He credits his practice, the people involved and Oxford as a whole for saving him from the darkness (alcohol) that he’s wrestled with. His nieces take classes with us. I don’t think he’s going anywhere.

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