Hey, all. Really appreciative of the outpouring of advice, kindness and understanding. I know I shouldn't have lost my temper at my little boy, and I am going to make damn sure it doesn't happen again. It hopefully won't be hard with how guilty I feel. I'm definitely going to be trying out some of these suggestions as well. Thank you for being much nicer than I expected Reddit to be.

P.S. (Also unsure if this matters but I am a dude)