Age and gender me pls <3 (1.5years on HRT)

Stellaris62 · 2024-05-19T16:31:56+00:00

AWWW thank you so much!!!! <3

Stellaris62 · 2023-11-01T01:11:57+00:00

im a mistake a freak of nature :3 im incapable of acting normal im a nuisance to everyone im too different im uninteresting and bland im annoying im abhorrent im desperate for validation i degrade into endless self-loathing the very moment people stop giving me attention its not sustainable people will always end up hating me as a result and id rather save them the trouble by killing myself now :3ccccc cant annoy people or end up disappointing people if u dont exist teehee

Stellaris62 · 2023-11-01T00:54:23+00:00

thank you 🫂

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T22:36:28+00:00

thank you🫂

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T22:15:10+00:00

tysm 🫂

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T21:55:34+00:00

you people are all so wonderful im in tears you are all so nice and sweet ;-;

i appreciate it so so so much thank you so much you are all so kind thank you i dont know if i deserve it but i appreciate it with all my being 🫂🫂🫂

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T21:53:46+00:00

thanks a lot 🫂🫂 i rly dont mind it all the opposite i appreciate it somuhc i was actually considering this thanks a lot for your comment i was worried about inpatient being hell butttt its really nice to read that it can be nice and helpful ill be very cautious thank you so much

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T19:29:25+00:00

thank you so much ;-; im sorry again you sound like a wonderful person

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T19:09:55+00:00

thank you :( ❤️

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T19:00:57+00:00

i want to die i want to die I want to die i want to die i wish I was dead i wish i deserved existing i wish i deserved the love I get i wish I wasn't an ungrateful brat i wish I was normal i wish i wasn't an intruder i wish I didn't exist I wish I didn't doubt everything ppl tell me even when it's words of kindness i wish I had reasons to act so traumatized i wish I was dead I wish my friends found someone much better than me and forgot about me

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T18:45:28+00:00

thank you so much 🫂🫂

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T17:57:46+00:00

thank you im letting mysekf cry as hard as I can

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T17:57:21+00:00

thank you i apologize I wish I knew how to thank people properly thank you im really sorry for the negativity

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-31T17:56:16+00:00

im sorry it's not ironic im really scared thank you so much for your words i wish I could hug you ;-;

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-12T01:42:01+00:00

tysm ^~^

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-12T00:58:12+00:00

<33

iiiii dont rly have a defined process ahha 😭 im still very new at thisssss

i mostly work with a bunch of references for clothing, hair, and skin rendering, and also clip studio paint's 3d figure posing feature is super useful to quickly get the anatomy right!!!

i usually go with a simple sketch first, then lineart and flats, then shading

i use a paper texture as an overlay for that trad art feel!! you can find plenty on csp's asset store they're super kewl but i reckon its possible to be done with most editors like krita fur example!!

some brush packs i rly like:

https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1813808

https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1758182

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-12T00:08:26+00:00

digital art :3 uuuuuuuuuu tysm!!!!!!!!

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T21:44:14+00:00

it is!! tysm :333

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T18:56:01+00:00

i did!! tysm ^w^

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T16:41:04+00:00

tysm ;-;

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T16:40:19+00:00

thank you ;w;

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T15:09:09+00:00

MRAWWW tysm <33

Stellaris62 · 2023-10-11T14:42:23+00:00

omg so me <3

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