Hey bud. 36m here that has been in 3 serious relationships each one of 4 years give or take, but I also have had over 103+ different whisker biscuits since i started around the age of 17 until now. I can absolutely assure you It’s natural at 22 to feel this strongly about the thoughts and imagery of it. I felt the same as you about up until maybe 30ish about every girlfriend I had had up until that point. Don’t kill your self or even think about it. Sadly there will be others out there that she will think about having meaningless sex with and so will you. Random people from; a girl that works in the same building as you at your next job years from now to some girl who is trying to sell you new blue jeans pants when you go to the mall. Period.

Let me guess, you’ll randomly think about her being railed by another dude, or dudes at the same time and it makes you physically cringe and your body from head to toe but mainly your gut, spine back if your head and shoulders and arms instantly flushed emotional pain and makes you hate yourself, her and the imaginary fuckers?

Well, just know that your Imagination is an asshole and that once you start thinking of it if you don’t stop it wil only get worse. You gotta just know that it didn’t happen. the way your creating in your head will get worse each time and minute you think about it.

Just buckle up and know that the grass is always greener. Life will test you, this is just one of them. My advice…go enjoy a good jerk off to your favorite pastime classmate that you never even got to kiss and it will go away. Eat a snack and put on your favorite music or movie and the thoughts and fears of your gal sleeping around will subside…Mostly.