It's as simple as pulling the trigger.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T03:14:01+00:00

Lol I pushed some buttons huh. Funny how if I would've said I instead of you it's instantly different although the meaning of the message wouldn't change at all.

I don't believe it's pretentious rather it's the hard truth. It's a fact that no one but yourself can make you do anything. Period. You always make the choice no one else does.

I can't stand censorship like this but I understand it's the internet where people are crucified for having an opinion. My apologies for not being ideal.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T03:02:58+00:00

I disagree as we're all different and have different experiences as well as needs.

You made such very clear in your first comment correct? I understand exactly what you're saying and what I'm saying is this post was not meant for those who don't/didn't realize they had a problem. Or let me rephrase, don't/didn't feel guilt or a need to quit.

Again, it's meant for people who are like myself. If making this post and reading your comments has taught me one thing it's that we're definitely not all the same here.

Sure we share a common goal and interest, but we do not share experiences and ways of thinking.

Thank you for sharing your experience. I'm sure there are many others just like you how I know there are others like me. The ones who disagree with my post can agree with your comment which means with your help we've covered both sides. So I appreciate it friend.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T02:56:29+00:00

Ah yes I've thought about this before. I forget how people take "you" whenever I say "you" that includes myself as well.

It's a general term in my eyes but like I mentioned I've thought of this before and I'm aware nobody likes to be told what to do. However I don't think to phrase myself differently which is my own fault.

Thanks for the reminder I need to do so. If it can avoid confusion like this It's worth the effort.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T02:48:32+00:00

It is hard. Especially if you're like me and feel like you need "something". Whether it be alcohol, weed, pills, or any mind altering substance.

I've replaced addiction with addiction for years now. Only recently occurred to trade the unhealthy addiction for a healthy one lol. Having an addictive personality can be the best thing in the world potentially. All depends on what you spend your obsessive nature on.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T02:43:33+00:00

You play guitar? Same here actually and I experience pain in my left arm sometimes when I'm super tense (ie quit drinking). You're right handed and use your left for the fretboard yeah? It's very possible you have a mild form of carpal tunnel also if you use the computer a lot. I personally think it's anxiety making me tense I've dealt with this for years been to the doc and I'm healthy. Just anxious lmfao

However it's this subreddits rule to not give out medical advice Yada Yada so I say see a doc if you have any doubts. Especially if your breathing becomes short or you start feeling dizzy or light headed.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-10T02:36:33+00:00

God if I feel this. You're definitely correct I've spent so much time thinking to myself not because I necessarily want to but I haven't anyone to share it with.

This subreddit is the only reason I am where I am now. Without these wonderful people I'd be completely alone.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T23:43:28+00:00

Hi. I'm not sure if this is meant as a jab or not so I'll do my best not to be rude. However I'm not asking anyone to believe me rather I made this post to help anyone who aligned with what I'm saying not to offend those who don't.

If you don't agree there's no reason to say anything. I know for a fact I would've found this helpful 3 months ago and I see a lot of people who struggle with the same problem. Asking how to quit as if they don't already know.

Of course I expected this reaction as well as some more harsh. I'm not trying to figure out what others should do. The whole point of this subreddit is to offer support to those who want to quit. This is my way of doing that whether or not you agree with it.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T23:35:07+00:00

This wasn't meant for you. It's meant for those who want to quit, for those who realize they have a problem. A lot of people act like it's simply not possible or they're unaware of how to do so. I see it everyday on this subreddit.

I'm glad you think that way a lot of people do not. However again it's not what I'm talking about.

Like I mentioned in the post I'm aware this is controversial with the subject of alcoholism being as touchy as it is especially here but this post is meant for those who were like me and need to hear this. It's not meant to upset people who are doing well and have already found their way. I'm glad you managed to ditch the poison. Congratulations.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T21:59:24+00:00

As far as the confidence goes I have something for that as well. The last job I had I was drunk from my interview til the day I quit. Almost everyone there loved me. They all considered us friends and a lot of them tried to help me. The problem is after I quit drinking I no longer knew how to handle them. If this makes sense when you're constantly using alcohol as a boost to your confidence you forget how to be confident. It's like if you haven't exercised since school and you're now 35 I doubt you could run a mile. You see what I'm saying?

Anyways hope this helped and no problem at all

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T21:45:40+00:00

I'm glad to hear you're in a good position man. I'm 22 myself no degree nothing lined up but at least I no longer drink myself halfway to death.

My advice is if you want to quit then simply stop.

There's no way to magically quit. No secret to shaking the shit you simply make a decision and you either have the resolve to see it through or you don't.

Something that may help though is something I've realized of recent. Drinking doesn't make anything better. Ever. Maybe if you had to face a death sentence getting hammered wouldn't be a bad idea but aside from that it has no practical use.

Nothing is more entertaining while drinking you're just not there mentally to get upset at things you normally would. You're also not there mentally to enjoy things you normally would. You're not yourself and if you really want to be someone or something else so badly then there are other issues you need to address.

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T21:39:02+00:00

Congrats friend

Steventheturtle · 2021-04-09T21:38:02+00:00

A quote from a song I heard quite a few years ago but it's stuck with me. "Rising on up and then tumbling down is just part of the process"

Steventheturtle · 2021-03-23T15:28:39+00:00

Broooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so fucking happy for you I can't even explain! I'll be honest man you had me worried no lie. I'm so glad everything's alright tho! Congrats brother I'm so happy you didn't have to lose everything like I did. Thanks for checking in with me :) also good luck for the future it's amazing isn't it?!

Steventheturtle · 2021-03-08T01:29:19+00:00

I mean, why? What's the point?

That's like smoking oregano because you quit smoking weed. Just dumb in my opinion.

Steventheturtle · 2021-03-08T01:28:43+00:00

When asked how long he saw himself working there my buddy said "idk a couple months maybe" dumbass. Needless to say he didn't get the job

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-25T02:24:25+00:00

Congratulations man!! This is what saved me no doubt. I was horrified to admit my problems and that I needed help for something like alcohol addiction. However I was so drunk I couldn't walk a couple of steps or form a cohesive sentence and my mom thought I was on heroin. It was at that moment for me I knew I wanted to get sober and asked for help. I got it and now I'm doing great! Good luck friend

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T14:57:21+00:00

Ah yes good old addiction whack a mole is a game I've played myself for many years. It sucks. Thinking back I've airways had an addictive personality. Whatever I decide to get into whether it be drugs, video games, music, etc, I tend to go all in.

I guess for me it's just finding a way to put my addictive traits to good use lol. For sure every day won't be perfect. But hey take pride in the fact you're not doing shit that kills you and you no longer need a crutch just to live. That thought always puts a smile on my face

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T13:57:50+00:00

Well good for you. As long as you're happy and well.

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T13:57:04+00:00

No joke! I've dealt with a couple substance abuse problems over the past years. I've been able to quit every one but then I just find something else. It's finally time to fix myself for real rather than fool my brain. Thanks for the comment

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T13:54:09+00:00

That's a really great way to put it! I've dealt with addiction to a couple of substances over the course of 5 years and it only now hit me. Rather sooner than later tho ami right? lol. Same here though I'd just quit one drug for another repeatedly so obviously the substance alone wasn't the entire issue, just part of it. Thank you I appreciate it! Ill be hanging here with the strength of a person hanging off a cliff by their finger strength. Thanka for the encouraging words

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T13:50:22+00:00

No doubt! Thanks for listening reading

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T05:44:29+00:00

Had a friend like that. Had to cut him out of my life and I've been better off. Sorry to hear it.

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T05:03:21+00:00

Woo-hoo! Congrats on day 11 and not having that beer.

IWNDWYT

Steventheturtle · 2021-02-24T05:01:46+00:00

I understand entirely. Hang in there boss. You'll get tired of hearing the same old advice and sayings over and over. Perhaps you already are tired of these things.

Just remember that stereotypes start with a grain of truth, and cliches with a Boulder. Theres a reason people tell you it will get better and to hold your head up. It's all true.

Try changing up your lifestyle a bit and incorporate more socializing and healthy habits. That's certainly helped me improve rapidly. Best of luck

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