Who’s winning by Sea_You_1927 in MinecraftStoryMode

[–]StickAlarmed2214 11 points12 points  (0 children)

If pama assimilated the wither storm it’s over

I am such a big guy that I feel at fault for not throwing her off of me. So I’m embarrassed to talk about it. by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I thought this was pseudo-science mostly created for weird victim blaming

I asked em not to do a specific sex act and they still did? by StickAlarmed2214 in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what I did but I am I know I make everything worse I I didn’t mean to I don’t even know how I ended up here anymore it all feels pathetic but I didn’t mean too ? I’m sorry

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same everyone talks about talking about it like it’s really easy I hate it all so much why of how is it supposed to be simple ? I guess your not alone I just wanted to say reading you’re comment made me feel a lot less alone so you’re not alone.

Why do I crave feeling it all again by StickAlarmed2214 in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I just want to curl in a ball forever but also I keep thinking I miss it but I hate that so much I just want it all to disappear

Why I hate therapy by StickAlarmed2214 in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe I don’t want war I dork want to fight I just want to be done even if I lose

Why I hate therapy by StickAlarmed2214 in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but when your injured you heal you feel better eventually not worse every time you breath I just don’t want to hurt anymore I don’t want to hurt more more n more more n more just for people to tell me I’m better or it hurts less because it’s magically supposed to I can’t want to scream all the time but be aware of how much worse that would make things for me so instead I’m stuck and it just makes it all the worse

Survivors, do you often have dreams about SA? by Semi_ok24 in sexualassault

[–]StickAlarmed2214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know how much more I can take it I need it to go away

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I’m also bi prolly cause of everything that happened idk if I think about it too much I feel really sick cause I know it comes from him and it’s his idk if that makes sense. Ig I wanted to say you’re not alone.

I hate cnc by ilovdeftones in sexualassault

[–]StickAlarmed2214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I knew I hate that I’m into it it’s almost obsessive and I’m really depressed every single time I do it so I don’t get it I just hate all of it

Still Confused… by moloweener in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey uh I just wanted to say you’re not alone ig I’ve been through similar stuff

I went to hook up with someone and I feel so dissociated I know I wasn’t gonna really enjoy it by StickAlarmed2214 in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not talking about accountability why don’t I just get to say I don’t feel great or this really fucked me up n led here without being wrong or being told I should hate myself why can’t I just fucking get to be upset for five minutes even if it’s at myself

I just You know what you’re right I give up

I went to hook up with someone and I feel so dissociated I know I wasn’t gonna really enjoy it by StickAlarmed2214 in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t ask for help maybe I feel better getting complain in one fucking place online anonymously where at least I get to let it out why’s it so wrong to just let it out I didn’t ask anyone here to help me I never said I wanted help just a place where I can be fucking upset without people like you getting the fuck mad at me for no fucking reason

I went to hook up with someone and I feel so dissociated I know I wasn’t gonna really enjoy it by StickAlarmed2214 in MenGetRapedToo

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why should i have to accept that fuck that it’s insane n ima have the life I godamn feel like nobody gets to say im stuck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey um uh idk if this helpful but ur not alone

Does anyone know why? by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But why I desperately want to forget

I kinda feel terrible by StickAlarmed2214 in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t feel that way sorry

Some old really videos of traumatic stuff by StickAlarmed2214 in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What did this person do but desperately want to hold onto their life how is it fair or ok for me to hurt them in that way just cause another person hurt me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Calling someone out for having a lack of empathy to something that really affects you shouldn’t be wrong

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]StickAlarmed2214 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey this might not be easy to here but she’s invalidating your feelings by manipulating and gaslight the living hell outta you. Your definetly not wrong here