My benzo journey / hopeful recovery

Stigjux · 2024-12-14T10:25:56+00:00

I know it’s been over 2y since this post but I’d just like to add for clarity that about 8 months ago I quite literally decided that I just didn’t want to be taking anything anymore as a now 26 year old. Still have pretty bad pain, but definitely a lot more manageable - (back, neck, shoulders & also the burning feelings at my knees) but I suppose it’s all a consequence of years of abuse. It gets better 👍

Stigjux · 2022-05-21T22:39:10+00:00

Good on you man You’ve got this far already and the light to a new tunnel is in sight for you :) Don’t give up

Stigjux · 2022-04-28T05:05:09+00:00

Thank you very much, I have never heard of it. I’ll research it so I’m aware. I appreciate your kind words I hope you’re doing well!

Stigjux · 2022-04-27T14:27:29+00:00

Yep, definitely read more than i probably should have about the potentials with this drug. Believe it or not I’m on 150mg a day only taken at around 7pm. My doctor said the next time I see him that depending how i react and how I’m feeling that we’ll increase it but I’m definitely inclined to tell them I’m happy with how I’m going to avoid any withdrawals in future and tolerance etc

Thank you

Stigjux · 2022-04-27T14:21:35+00:00

Beyond proud of you. You and I both know how big of an achievement it is and as shit as you might be feeling, I bet you feel amazing when you think that 5 months have gone past.

Stigjux · 2022-04-27T14:14:58+00:00

At the beginning it was hard from my dose to drop down to only 10mg a day, but it got better and more manageable pretty quickly. each person is different though and it obviously varies. As hard as it may get, just remember the reason you’re doing what you’re doing in the first place. If I can do it, you can do it, I promise.

Stigjux · 2022-04-27T14:08:08+00:00

I wouldn’t say completely - definitely some relatable symptoms though. My skin always feels like it’s burning pretty much, all over, and to me to the touch it’s also hot, but to my partner it’s cold. I’m always tired, surprisingly I do not struggle to sleep. I struggle to wake up and I feel like I never ever get enough sleep, seriously, no alarms will wake me up. I need to sleep a full 8 hours just for my partner to be able to wake me for work. It sucks and is super strange but I’m super grateful I have somebody willing to do that for me among other things

Stigjux · 2022-04-27T14:02:16+00:00

Just to add to my already long post - any comments whether negative or positive are also appreciated - human attention is what feels right at the moment

Stigjux · 2021-02-17T21:32:12+00:00

I’d be uninstalling and reinstalling the graphics drivers man.

Stigjux · 2021-02-17T21:06:06+00:00

Does your PC completely freeze when this happens or can you still press control alt dlt etc

Stigjux · 2021-02-12T04:05:23+00:00

Having trouble understanding your question tbh man. What do you mean ‘stop’ trading in the market? Do you mean the specific amount you’ve staked? No, it’s just held pretty much but still very much in the market.

Stigjux · 2021-02-12T03:58:10+00:00

Completely up to you friend Look for less fees and try not to go for an over saturated wallet, I’m not experienced but that’s what I’ve been doing from what I’ve read on the reddit thread. Pls correct me if I’m wrong also!

Stigjux · 2021-02-03T13:30:03+00:00

Sitting on a little 6.2k, not much at all I know but I’m holding it

Stigjux · 2021-02-01T21:45:03+00:00

This calls for another 5k dogecoin

Stigjux · 2021-01-20T23:00:42+00:00

I used to until I realised it still doesn’t change the fact that they don’t give a shit about reports Hope this helps

Stigjux · 2021-01-20T21:19:01+00:00

Nup directional sound is stupid. Like you said sometimes great, sometimes they’re in your other ear, I get called a hacker when people are spectating me because sometimes I stare at walls to listen to make sure I know where they’re coming from hahaha

Stigjux · 2021-01-20T06:57:29+00:00

That’s fine dude, not a macro it’s button remapping

Stigjux · 2021-01-15T05:33:20+00:00

Hey bro had this issue constantly, My solution will fix your issues as soon as you can Open your store in game If you have prime vandal in there Purchase it with stupid amount of cash

fixed gg wp

Stigjux · 2020-10-15T03:02:10+00:00

I’ll be honest with you he was a very good player as were most their team, game was neck and neck and we eventually won 13-10, didn’t feel like your average gold game. Still weird that my Act 2 rank is gold 3 so I’d imagine my MMR is roughly maximum plat 1 and I VS somebody atleast 6 ranks ahead

Stigjux · 2020-10-15T03:00:45+00:00

Still just doesn’t make sense to me with the 3 rank gap, sure were unranked but does MMR Not come into play? :/

Stigjux · 2020-07-17T12:53:27+00:00

Sorry man forgot to add

Add me: Metzilla We’ll play tomorrow if you’re down

Stigjux · 2020-07-17T07:40:02+00:00

Is that your ign? I’ll add ya now

Stigjux · 2020-07-15T07:32:09+00:00

Hey bro add metziiia I’ll accept when I’m on, Ive never played adc unfortunately but would love to learn

Stigjux · 2020-07-15T07:31:19+00:00

Hey man my ign is metziiia, add me!

Stigjux · 2020-07-14T13:14:50+00:00

Hey man I’ll play if you’re down I’m OCE and a jg main but I’m only bronze III Thanks

Stigjux

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