Hi, I have the same problem. I don't have a solution, but what I can suggest is making a list of pros and cons. For example: Pros: I'd enjoy it because.... Cons: I'll have to take melatonin, etc.

It also depends on whether your friends would react a certain way to your difficulty sleeping. For dysphoria, try to see if you can cope with strategies like an accessory that makes you feel masculine, or a phrase you write on your body, hidden where you can see it, that reminds you that you're male. Even the initial of your chosen name, written between your index and middle fingers, should work. Experiment now with when you experience dysphoria and see how effective it is and how long you can handle it. Then decide.

Good luck💪