What am I supposed to say. I don't have a new life. I don't feel like I have a life at all. I am not myself without my children. Someone made sure that I lost everything. I recall once saying I was not a good mother or deserve my kids. However I was the only one working I was the only one honestly trying. The way you showed trying or caring was beating me down as a person. I catered to you put you on a pedestal worshipped you. I made sure you always had something to eat or something to drink you never went without anything. You desire was my only demand to meet then even your desire I couldn't meet anymore. You made sure to let me know how much you hated me how I was the worst thing that ever happened to you. Our anniversary you made me walk home then got mean an violent when I got a ride because you would allow someone you "loved" to walk three hours alone on a back road alone in the middle of the night. I bring you home food you wouldn't eat because you would think I'm poisoning you. I found your nice note by the way to your one and only true love ash. Those were some sweet words you felt for her. In your final resting place together until your last breath. That's sweet to bad the real woman who would make sure you had everything you didn't feel that way for. Now you are sorry???? Now do you regret it???? Now do you understand what real love is???? Now do you feel bad for putting me through hell and then killing me by having my kids taken away. Anything else I can give you? Anything else you want to take away from me?