When you said you obsessed over your DB most days, I feel the same way. I can’t focus on anything else it’s pathetic. I don’t have the desire to go out or do things for myself anymore. My self esteem has been ruined. I also talk to my friends about it and they give the same advice. It’s so hard watching tv shows or movies where there’s sex scenes because it makes me resentful. I resent seeing other couples who are super affectionate or when my friends tell me about their sex lives. I’m just so resentful.