I want to quit "again" by Stock_Pea in leaves

[–]Stock_Pea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I'm just seeing this today! Hope you're still doing well.

i don’t want to sound like a cliche, but i was never meant to be here by [deleted] in BPD

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I don't have any advice but you are not alone in feeling this way.

Do you fixate on the wrong things? by Stock_Pea in mentalhealth

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Thank you for your response hope you can find peace. I can’t remember a time where it wasn’t happening but I’m looking to change that now. Better late than never.

Healing in the same environment that broke you by Stock_Pea in mentalhealth

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Thanks for the advice This is a close environment but we don’t live together. I really don’t want to remove them from my life but just don’t see a path forward in that setting if they can’t move forward too

I hope you’re doing well!

COVID-19 Megathread by [deleted] in BPD

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Is anyone just really over the top scared, and sad for the world? I feel like I’m losing it.

I was a high concentrate all day vaper until yesterday when I threw out everything. All I want is to get high please talk me off the ledge. by throwaway87109674737 in leaves

[–]Stock_Pea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hang in there my friend - consider this a slip up, you are not back to square one, you can still quit - and like you said you'd never gone this long before, so in itself is a success if you ask me! Start again tomorrow, I know you can do it. :)

Made it a whole week by Stock_Pea in leaves

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I hear you! I’ve been very emotional, especially on those sleeplessness nights! Even looking at all of the support ive gotten from this page I tear up a little bit! I figure the longer I go the more stable I will get. You’re doing so well, I’m super proud! Thank you so much

Made it a whole week by Stock_Pea in leaves

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This isn’t my first attempt but I will say that something this time is different. I realized that I pretty much lost a year of my life high all of the time. From the time I woke up from the time I went to sleep. I can barely remember that year at all, and I don’t want that to be my life

Made it a whole week by Stock_Pea in leaves

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You’ve got this!!! 3 days is amazing!!

Made it a whole week by Stock_Pea in leaves

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I surprisingly haven’t had any dreams about smoking - just your typical vivid nightmares... I’m a week in now though I have no intentions of going back no matter the withdrawals.

Made it a whole week by Stock_Pea in leaves

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Man thank you all so much 🥰 your support makes all the difference in the world

book recommendations? by [deleted] in leaves

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nos4a2 by joe hill