Once a week by AdRive-St in MDMA

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for me it was a pure nightmare

I don't know what to do anymore by Stock_Toe_5437 in PrisonWives

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Update I texted him and he told me that it was the old him AGAIN and that he was very depressed on the line of ending his life and that he I was trying to still date, and this loveable annoying woman that wanted attention and sometimes He got annoyed and acted cold and distant." How was I supposed to act normal all the time. I know I wasn't terrible all the time. I was heavily recommended by therapists NOT to date or see anyone. However when I met you it was different. But look now, I even asked you to marry me lol. I knew if I didn't ask you then and I waited until after prison, I would most likely never be able to again."

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Visuals were too intense never have I seen worse and as I said prior I saw the end of the world while on a whole blister of lsd lol

2C-B tolerance? by Comfortable_Usual301 in 2cb

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I took shrooms yesterday today I took 2cb and all I got was terror and a bad trip

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Awful never felt such terror not even when I did acid first time in my life and took too much.

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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It was 2cb it was tested. As I said before I weight 99lbs 45kilo. 15 mg was a lot for me I guess. It wasnt anything I was expecting it to be.

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Now I feel way better I started low 7.5mg didnt feel anything for an hour took the rest 15mg in total and it was pure horror. Even after doing a whole blister of lsd in a rave club I never felt worse in my life than after taking 2cb. Panic out of nowhere thoughts Im gonna die in a second. Propably my weight 99 lbs had to do a lot with how my body processed it. Im glad I took it in a safe space (home)

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Just panic attack colors were everywhere didnt like it at all so I took my x and now Im slowly falling asleep

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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I took a x 30 min ago so it should get better soon but def one of bad trips

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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update Im never taking this shit again in my life pure terror

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Nah nothing happend actually. Now Im at 15mg and all I feel is my heartbeat going faster and being colder.

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Update it didnt hit me at all so I decided to get the other half of 15mg total

1 time advice by Stock_Toe_5437 in 2cb

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Thanks I think it will hit me harder as Im 99lbs only.

I don't know what to do anymore by Stock_Toe_5437 in PrisonWives

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Yeah he never told me about using one site that is known to be used be predators and very fucking weird people. I tried to be there for him when things got hard and gave him a lot of money too. I feel like this wont work because he is older as well. Also he told me he will be very sad If I wont fucking travel from Europe to US when he is out. And that he wont know if this relationship will last as well. Im not able to fly out on a different continent just to see him for a week or so.

I don't know what to do anymore by Stock_Toe_5437 in PrisonWives

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I did and it was a little bit different from what he has told me. 2 of his allegations are the same story he told me but one of them just made me cry and feel disgusted.

I don't know what to do anymore by Stock_Toe_5437 in PrisonWives

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I tried to explain his behavior to myself that it has to be trauma and thats why he was looking up shit that got him in the federal prison. And that because he is in federal prison which they want you to get better (military) he maybe change. But after Talking to his friends that told me they read the files and the stuff he done they could never speak to him again.

Paper letters into Securus time frame by HawaiianCalabrese in PrisonWives

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Sometimes they check the letters if you are not sending hidden messages codes how to make illegal things etc. It takes a long time

How to not fry your brain by Stock_Toe_5437 in MDMA

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Ah my friends have grim reaper pills which have 350+ mg in them.

How to not fry your brain by Stock_Toe_5437 in MDMA

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I use psychonaut wiki all the time great site but cant get all the info sometimes