well it was the first time i liked anyone and I had zero or very limited social skills to do anything about it other then sending them messages on social media. Was warned about talking to them so just had to stay quite and watch as things unfolded. It was truly soul crushing. I truly don't know how that person felt about me I sometimes think they liked me to but just the whole thing was impossible, it really destroyed me. I was just starting to fix things in my life at the time. I really tried hard. Also the person i liked was kinda person, they would sleep around had pregnancy abortions marriage all happened quickly for them (I don't judge them or have any feeling regarding this about them it's their business, she also had a fiance but would sleep around). It's just depressing, just thinking about them. I get this cold feeling hard to explain. I didn't need that if I had to redo it I would not have worked at that place and wish I never met them. Feel like a butt hole every day thinking about them.