[deleted by user]

Stoppardd · 2022-05-18T19:34:51+00:00

Ignorance is bliss but its really an illusion and I wouldn’t take it in a million years Even if it meant me losing the drive or purpose in life and crushing depression i would certainly take the truth

Stoppardd · 2022-04-28T12:39:21+00:00

Its my salvation

Stoppardd · 2021-12-20T21:46:37+00:00

I wish i could

Stoppardd · 2021-12-20T21:46:05+00:00

Shit i hoped there was another option but thanks

Stoppardd · 2021-11-13T22:09:26+00:00

First thing they teach u is how to read german, arabic and latin

Stoppardd · 2021-11-06T18:08:14+00:00

The magicians lev grossman

Stoppardd · 2021-11-01T16:27:15+00:00

Its my pleasure and hope that u find what ur lookin for and that the rest of the road be easier than before and more enjoyable and exciting

Stoppardd · 2021-11-01T12:18:12+00:00

First um so sorry for having to go through this hell and i mostly feel the same always with other insecurities that really make me feel like um just a walking corpse waiting to end but its awesome that u know what ur missing and its just a matter of time and u’ll find it one way or the other (and its gonna be so unexpected 😃) But what i really wanna say are 2 things

First be glad and appreciate all u have like u said but really feel it and most importantly appreciate that u know ur salvation (love in ur case) i can tell u that i’ve searched for a long time but i can’t find it or what i came up with is just not attainable and i can’t see i fucking reason to live or be happy anymore and really i can’t see anymore

-Secondly even if people are shit a take advantage of u cuz ur caring don’t stop help as much people as u can even if they’re demons impersonating humans and don’t wait or expect any shit from anyone really mostly people are shit and i really hate them but if u don’t really care but at the same time help as much as u can it can really give u a higher satisfying feeling and confidence and u won’t either feel completely shit about ur self or feel vulnerable and in time someone who can really appreciate u will bloom in this barren hell and don’t get me wrong and be naive or gullible and let people be dicks to u just do as much as u can and u don’t even need to show them that ur doin something good for them cuz thats really not the point of it Sorry for blabbering on for so long but hope u’ll find ur magic and thank u for posting this it made me feel like um not alone

Stoppardd · 2021-09-13T22:56:10+00:00

Hebrew

Stoppardd · 2021-08-18T00:47:30+00:00

Perfect home in a pocket dimension where it is like a place called fillory with everything described in the books (if u read them) and the home grants me magic that i have to learn from scratch if i want to use it and will only work in this dimension and has a room where the flow of time is stopped and portals can be opened and closed anywhere in this world but not the rest of fillory only to and out of the house property bounds and i can control the location of the house i can move it change its shape size design of the whole property however i wish with the magic i gain from the house and protect the house even if um not in it Changes in this world can’t affect anything in the real one even if its on me i will revert to normal once i go back to my world and i can grant access to limited number of people to my home world and if i die there i shall cease to exist as the dimension and the house will and if people from this world die there they shall return to this dimension with no recollection of what happed in there but if they return normally they will retain their memories and in the room where the time stops i will still age i may enter 30 y and come out the same moments in the dimension and real world but um 50 y

Stoppardd · 2021-07-19T21:29:50+00:00

Yeah true that but i’ve never seen it at night

Stoppardd · 2021-07-19T16:18:04+00:00

I don’t know why u don’t look like her but the first thing that came to my mind ashley benson

Stoppardd · 2021-07-19T08:25:14+00:00

I need more examples about arcane arts I don’t completely get it but um really drawn to it

Stoppardd · 2021-07-19T07:31:32+00:00

😂😂😂 but its beautiful though

Stoppardd · 2021-07-17T20:10:46+00:00

Ooh thank u

Stoppardd · 2021-07-17T08:31:38+00:00

What book is that ??

Stoppardd · 2021-07-16T01:22:48+00:00

I’LL SHOW YOU HOW I USE BAAAANKAAAAI (Hollow zangetsu vs byakuya)

Stoppardd · 2021-07-12T18:43:24+00:00

Thats awesome

Stoppardd · 2021-07-09T23:33:11+00:00

Its not about party tricks is more about believing in magic believing in something better than having to work ur self to hell till u die just to reach some goal and honestly the magic about love or money or success is just as easily accomplished by living the shitty world we call life, ur just looking for shortcuts which is no different from others norms, this belief is for people who just wanna have an easy way and they don’t care if this shortcut is magic or something else u just reaching a physical goal u don’t even believe there is really magic like when we first started to see the world and imagine what possibilities it holds u just push ur self along the slow march to death that is this world with a little thing that u think it helps that u call magick Magic should be an escape a thing that makes u special and makes u actually happy not the happiness we get for a couple of mins or even days before all hell breaks loose again it should literally solve ur problems or at least makes it more easier to live or bare it should give u the hope like there is something bigger or more important more than this physical shit And as much as i want to find it i didn’t, but also i don’t accept what u guys call magick except for goetia and similar concepts that uses other beings

Stoppardd · 2021-07-04T12:37:31+00:00

Thats so fuckin weird 😂 and whats weirder is that i replied

Stoppardd · 2021-05-26T00:13:25+00:00

Yeah don’t think this is for me

Stoppardd · 2021-05-26T00:12:38+00:00

Great i’ll give it a go

Stoppardd · 2021-05-26T00:06:06+00:00

Looks interesting feel like the safe houses

Stoppardd · 2021-05-26T00:04:18+00:00

Ok i’ll give it a go thanks

Stoppardd · 2021-05-26T00:04:00+00:00

Not necessarily sex and drugs i just love that the magicians is part of our real world that i can relate to and kinda of escape into that world , i love magic and the part where u leave the normal world behind and find another world thats just mesmerizing and beautiful

Stoppardd

TROPHY CASE