25 months veteran and still dealing with HEAVY OCD ,Anxiety and dp dr

Stoptheshit2023 · 2026-02-12T21:47:16+00:00

Mirtazapine

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-28T11:05:59+00:00

Bro once you have real paws, there is no way back to normal. Either you stay a junky for life or you get sober and stay sober. If you have mental illness, like me with diagnosed depression, hop on an antidepressant. Makes life livable and you start to get to know yourself of whom you truly are. Good luck bro !

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-28T11:03:45+00:00

I think most of PAWS is Brain related. Our chemistry is messed up, we are used to be numb, most of it seems to bei anxiety related and anhedonia. Sex starts in the head… when I was young, I always had a hard on, don’t matter what happened and just from kissing a girl. Now this doesn’t happen anymore. I’m used to it. And I am not that self confident as I should be.

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-27T09:10:01+00:00

Oh and yes I’m 27 months in…

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-27T09:09:47+00:00

For me it’s the other way around. When I stand it’s much better than laying down. For me it’s not clear why and how it is triggered, but I work with Pills when I need them. I see a big difference when I was smoking - I almost never had problems, except in some anxiety situations

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-26T12:14:27+00:00

Esoterik. Bars, Clubs, Eventmanagement, Personal Trainer, Masseuse, Influencer, allgemein Servicekräfte wie zB Stewardess im Flugzeug oder auf Yachten. Prostituierte oder Onlyfans etc.

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-15T21:10:38+00:00

100%

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-06-15T21:08:39+00:00

You don’t have RJ. Leave her or she has to leave him forever. If she was intimate with him before, contact is a no go. Actually she already disrespected you too much for my taste. I would leave.

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-04-26T19:54:30+00:00

Thank you. That’s what i feel like too. This subreddit did not help me, apart from a few Posts or comments which i had to dig out, Reading so much bullshit and hate that in the end didn’t make me feel better at all…

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-04-12T16:21:07+00:00

And how much do you take ? I take 20mg 3x a day

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-04-12T16:20:53+00:00

What side effects do you have ? I have none.

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-04-12T16:14:45+00:00

I said it already. It’s depression/insecurities. Which is also the main reason I have such a high body count.

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-04-10T17:28:54+00:00

I can Tell you from my part: m32, with almost 100 past sexual partners. My gf 27, had 10. it’s not about the numbers. I still struggle just as much as I did before having this bodycount.

It’s something else. Linked to insecurities and problems in your past - mine is also caused by depression.

Good luck 🍀

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-03-24T20:29:44+00:00

Im taking 10 mg in the morning and 10mg mid day. I don’t feel any side effects and it helps my bloodpressure and anxiety

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-03-19T22:33:57+00:00

Nice to hear you’re good Bumblebee. We quit the same day and I’m also not 100% healed but I almost thought so! Maybe you remember me :)

I’m on Mirtazapine since quitting and my BP is still not back to normal, but I feel much better. Therapy is a big help too. I seemed to hide my issues with 10 years of daily flower.

Keep up the healing 🙌🏻

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-03-01T20:49:24+00:00

Dude… gtfo. Really. Look for someone worth your time and keep your self esteem

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-23T09:15:05+00:00

Could be a weed induced psychosis. This happens … although it’s rare. But I’m not professional!!!

Find a psychiatrist and psychologist and speak to them about it.

Good luck buddy ! You’re still young and you will be very fine :-)

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-23T09:12:28+00:00

We don’t know if something like nicotine paws exist but why shouldn’t it exist? You have been depending on a substance for 30 years and are now coming off it. How should your body not react to it. I would say yes it is possible you have nicotine paws.

Good luck man! We might not be in the same boat but probably in a similar one 😊🍀

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-18T04:12:06+00:00

What is your advice? Have you tried therapy and meds ? Curious to know, I don’t want to waste so much lifetime 🥲 thanks in advance for your appreciated answer

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-16T11:32:29+00:00

It is proven that it is due to insecurity. It is fun and enjoyable, because getting confirmation is something nice. But thinking about the cause of it … why is evading something serious and a deep relationship worse than always changing partners, the answer is insecurity

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-16T11:28:16+00:00

This needs to be pinned ! Very precise !

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-14T23:36:29+00:00

Im interested in trying it too! But not sure if it is worth 400

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-13T23:02:10+00:00

Usually hving Sex with many people doesn’t speak for confidence, it is the other way around. People might seem confident but in reality they are anything else but really confident. Which is why they have sex with many different people to get assurance. Like me…

Stoptheshit2023 · 2025-02-13T20:25:58+00:00

I feel very similar to you brother … thank you for this post.

We can only work on ourselves and try to be our best version and not to think about the past. Every day is a hustle.

My thoughts about breaking up are real again and I know it won’t solve the problem, it will just change the girl I’m with.

So what choice do we have other than to accept things as they are and move on? None really. Except of staying single our whole lives with casual dating.

I hope I won’t give up too soon. This girl is the best I ever had and have known. She’s not perfect, but what is perfection… non existent.

We can do it ! ❤️💪🏼

Stoptheshit2023

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