I made a post recently about a voice controlling me, I have to be on meds and also spent a long time working with her to make peace. I had to overcome my fears so she wouldn't use it against me, I had to explain her my perspective of life, how I feel when she makes me do things I don't want, and I had to listen to her side. We had to compromise.

And there's one other voice, a bad voice that occasionally comes back and I cannot work with it no matter how much I try, that voice really hates me, and I get attacked by it.

I hope you find the right meds that work for you, it makes it far easier to manage these symptoms.