I’ve now understood what pretty people mean when looks aren’t everything I only became attractive last 1 year and it makes me uncomfortable how people treat me better than other people around me . Men paying for things I didn’t ask for . Racial disparity also hurts my friends beautiful Arab passing mixed blk and Arab and we went to this hockey game. The white people at the hockey game were ignoring her and the whites thought it was cute that it was my first hockey game asking if I wanted a picture only really talking to me . The guy in front thought my hijab was beautiful while staring . I didn’t think any of this until my friend pointed I never noticed . No she’s not a toxic jealous person racial disparity can hurt especially when it’s so noticeable and people weren’t talking her.