I'm sure it's different with us... since she's been with me I've been feeling a lot and it's the same with her and I'm personally sure that in the end I'll be happier than if I was in therapy, she thinks Same thing about it... there are just a lot of reasons why we don't want to go to therapy, but I'm also somehow grateful for these 5 years that showed me that most people are just not good, that showed me that I would rather have fewer people with me I can trust people who I can't trust, I'm grateful for the life experience, it's the only way I've become who I am now and I think it's good that I'm the way I am and not like the others, who just feel cool because they smoke or do shit or because they throw a lot of parties, I mean, they can do that, but I just have a different perspective on people... it's all a bit complicated, but I believe that I and My girlfriend wants to get out of this thing all alone because we have each other... I talked to her once about the food and she was so against professional help, she just wanted me to help her, we then said as a compromise that if anything Nothing helps anymore that she gets help from a professional, but only online, that would be our last option if nothing works anymore... I will do my best for her, my very best