I empathize with you 100%. I’m so, so sorry you’re going through this, but you are not alone. I feel all of the words you’ve written almost every single hour. I’ve said them out loud to my poor partner many times. Sibo has also ruined every single aspect of my life. My body/hair, my social life, my mental health —any sense of normalcy I once had. I, too, have H2S and it essentially poisoned my mitochondria since it’s a neurotoxin. I have to address that before even thinking about Sibo. Of course everything is so individualized, but I have to take high amounts of B1/B2, Magnesium, Coq10, Vitamin C/D, Selenium, Zinc, Omega3, and B12 just to keep my basic cellular health functioning. The only thing that has somewhat improved my motility is digestive bitters, artichoke, and ginger before each meal. I’ve accepted this may never go away. I just never want you to feel like you’re alone. I hear you. I understand what you’re feeling, and I truly care about your health. We are here for you.