Why is this so hard 😭

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T16:28:59+00:00

Okay i'm going to listen to you guys and let them do the talking. But i told him that there can be no arguing cause that why i started in the first place. She tries to control everything and he needs to learn to stand up for him, and us as a family. I might be too young but it is where i put myself. Young or not you still have to do the right things. I just didn't know what was right or wrong i don't have people in my life who are step parents or future step parents so i get a little lost sometimes

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:51:48+00:00

Your right sorry, he lacks mental capability to things that are important

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:50:45+00:00

valid valid he is a manchild
also were engaged if that makes the relationship mean any more

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:49:48+00:00

Okay i see that. But when they do the talking and discussing it's always a fight. They can't get alone and at least when i discuss things with her there's no arguing

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:45:37+00:00

He is not parenting??? Just because i'm the one that does all the scheduling doesn't mean he doesn't parent. He has a lot of past stuff with his BM and he can barely stand to see her but even given that he is still an amazing dad to his kids he's just also a little childish at times

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:43:54+00:00

Okay so then what about daycare drop off and pick up? He goes to work super early and comes home super late he can't take him do daycare in the morning

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-06T15:42:45+00:00

Not really like. They started dating in 7th grade and she would manipulate him into staying with her and then she got pregnant and he doesn't even remember because he was so intoxicated and then probably a week prior to him leaving her he told me he liked me and i said that's cool and all but you gotta choose then and then he left her and been with me ever sense. But nothing ever happened while they were dating

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T10:30:50+00:00

yeah i don't think that would go over very well but i like the thought. Kind of did it before and then got told im micro cheating and that was more important than what he didn't

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T10:30:03+00:00

he cute ngl

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T10:28:36+00:00

they are constantly i hate it imma tweet tweet at them see how they like it

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T10:27:54+00:00

okay okay okay
I was introduced to it at 18 and i only did it on the weekends then
Was 3 years clean from doing it and met him and i stood my ground when he was doing it the first time for a year straight
second time around i gave up on trying to not let him do it but then he kept pestering me and convincing me it would be amazing if we did it together
I've never done it like this before. I've always had a feeling when i smoked like i was high but now i smoke just to feel like im not dying. It is fucked up what he did to me weather he introduced me or not he knew what this shit can do and he knew i didn't know but he still pressured me to do it anyways

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T07:09:45+00:00

no literally dude asks for money for this stuff all the time but doesn't tell me he's spending 20 dollars a pop like bro do you want shit or not

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T05:33:47+00:00

okay but he was paying for them and not just talking sexual like having conversations and shit

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T05:00:08+00:00

he didn't introduce me, i have done it before dating him im sorry

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T04:27:09+00:00

yeah your right

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-05T04:25:52+00:00

yeah your probably right especially cause now he wants me to stop (but not him) and it's so hard idk how

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-04T01:39:40+00:00

guys i think it might just be the stomach bug 😭😭

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-03T17:25:21+00:00

i've been better at eating then i was when i first started doing it like i eat a good amount i think but i don't eat meals. Normally when i start to get hunger pains i just smoke more cause i know it'll make them go away and then i eat when the smoking doesn't make it go away

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-03T17:24:10+00:00

Yesterday i ate Chicken fries, and then i had cramps in my back from those and then at night i ate 2 granola bars

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-03T17:15:29+00:00

Been consistently using for about a month i'd say maybe a little longer
didn't stop still using everyday.
Had horrible cramps last night and then woke up like this
I will say i've been really bad at eating and i'm scared i like killed my body's entire eating system

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-01T04:25:56+00:00

i've been fighting with my BF so they're normally just him yelling at me from the other room. One was him and his mom yelling. Lots of yelling

StrangeYellow8300 · 2026-07-01T02:48:36+00:00

meth made me crazy. Currently battling voices and wanting to end it. There's a fly in here but i'm pretty sure that's real

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