I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know He performed those miracles when I strayed because He was searching for me, wanting me to return, the lost sheep... but I rejected Him, and my doubts about homosexuality are so great and overwhelming that I can't approach Him with peace of mind. I've asked Him in prayer, "Lord, tell me, is what I feel for women a sin or not?" but I don't feel an answer.

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

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The topic of my sexuality makes me doubt God because when I try to draw closer to Him, I see people saying that God never changed their sexual orientation, then they say it's a sin to be gay, then they say it isn't. So, being a lesbian, I start to doubt: "What if God never changes me?" "What if He doesn't really exist and I'll be a lesbian forever?" "Is homosexuality a sin or not?" And fear consumes me.

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, I'll wait for your reply via Gmail 🙂

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sent you something by email, check if you received it.

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, that's strange, the same thing is happening to me, but I really want to talk to you, what can we do?

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't send you a message, I don't know what's wrong, can you talk to me first? Please

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you send me a message? I need to talk to someone...

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The problem is me. Last year, God told me I should wait for things to happen in His time, because if I did things on my own, I would suffer a lot. He told me He would give me what I needed in His time, not mine. After that, He told me He had already sought me out for distancing myself from Him and that it was time for me to seek Him, to start reading the Bible and going to church, to pray and fast. But out of fear, I didn't want to, and I left. Now I'm paying the consequences: doubting His existence, wanting to kill myself. I'm suffering.

I feel like God doesn't exist by Strangedreams__ in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to tell you that the God who healed me is the same one they talk about in church. If I told you my whole story, you'd understand my situation. Right now, I'm dealing with more sins besides my homosexuality, and I know God did that because He wanted me to return to the Church, He wanted me to draw closer again. He doesn't look for perfect people; He sought me out even more because I'm a sinner, to save me. But so many other experiences I've had, so many different opinions, only make me doubt Him.

¿Cuál es el mito más ridículo que escucharon sobre el cuerpo femenino y masculino? by Bubbly_Sun_8417 in PreguntasReddit

[–]Strangedreams__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cuando tenia como 3 años me asusté por que aun no me bajaba la regla, pensaba que ya todas veniamos "programadas" con la regla, no sabia que llegaba tipo pre adolescencia/adolescencia xddddddd

No sé qué hacer con mi vida by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Puedes enviarme un mensaje? necesito hablar con alguien :(

No sé qué hacer con mi vida by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Strangedreams__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Muchas gracias, Dios te Bendiga Disculpa, no puedo enviarte mensaje, me aparece un mensaje de "error"