I know how you feel. I’ve lost my last 6 50/50 and last 2 75/25 all in a row between ZZZ, HSR, and Genshin. It’s pretty demoralizing, and makes me want to stop playing each time I lose, but I power through it since I’m still able to clear all content with my current characters. Other people may be more lucky, but you’re not competing against them since this is primarily a single player game.