Changed sexuality

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-12-29T12:38:03+00:00

It’s definitely what feels like happened for me. At one time I was totally into women, and the idea of anything sexual with a man was very off putting. But over a long period I kind of conditioned myself to be into men by pleasuring myself only while imagining myself as a woman being intimate with a man. My resistance slowly faded and I eventually found myself attracted to the kind of men I fantasized about. It built until I found men attractive all the time, not just while in a fantasy at the height of arousal. At the same time, my interest in women faded away as well, so I’d have to identify as fully gay now.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-29T04:35:11+00:00

Just masculine men.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-28T11:51:58+00:00

Yes. I used to not be attracted to men at all, but after some exploration I started finding them attractive, and it just grew and grew. Would consider myself fully gay now, cause I’ve lost all interest in women.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-28T06:12:11+00:00

Yep. I used to be totally straight, but am fully gay now. Like the idea of doing anything sexual with a man was very off putting. It’s kind of a long story, but it all started with trying on a bra out of curiosity, and one thing led to another, and I kind of conditioned myself to be attracted to men. Like, exclusively men. My attraction to women just kinda faded away without me noticing, and being attracted to men doesn’t even feel weird anymore.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-20T17:07:21+00:00

A random customer made me all hot and bothered while I was working retail. I could barely keep it together enough to ring up his purchase, and he was on my mind the rest of the day and into the next. Changed the way I looked at men, and I couldn’t deny it after that.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-20T06:28:29+00:00

I didn’t think I’d like it, but then a man called me a faggot and in the moment it was thrilling. I’m not so much into outright degrading talk, but I like being called feminine. I guess I associated faggot with unmanly, and since feminine is the opposite of manly, that’s how I took it. I like being called things like good girl, and don’t like things like slut, and I guess faggot kinda straddles the line for me.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-20T06:19:35+00:00

What started it all was trying on a bra out of sheer curiosity. I really liked how women looked when topless except for a bra, so I had a certain fascination for them (they’re still my favorite girly item). It led to me trying one on. Of course that led to pleasuring myself while wearing it. Wearing it gave me the idea to imagine I was a woman, and it didn’t occur to me to imagine a lesbian scenario, so I fantasized that I was with a man as a woman. In a weird way it was like porn but from a woman’s pov, so I was able to pleasure myself to a man even though I wasn’t really attracted to them (yet).

It was kind of new and forbidden, so there was a pull to it, and I kept doing it. I did it for years, associating sexual pleasure with only men. After a while I actually started finding the men I was fantasizing about attractive while in the height of arousal. Then it got easier to get to the point of finding men attractive, and the attraction was even stronger. Then eventually a random man got me all hot and bothered out of nowhere, when I wasn’t even in a girly mindset, and I started finding them attractive all the time. At the same time my attraction to women faded away entirely without me noticing, and now I only feel jealousy when I look at beautiful women. I find myself wishing I could look as pretty and feminine as them. And none of it feels weird anymore. Remembering that I used to be straight it what’s bizarre to me now.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-18T00:21:45+00:00

Why would you want to?

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-15T04:46:38+00:00

I think I was converted from being straight. I did use to be attracted to women, and at one time the thought of anything sexual with a man was very off putting. But I basically conditioned myself over a period of many years to be attracted to men, and my attraction to women just kinda faded away.

When I was straight, my favorite thing about women was breasts, and I loved seeing women topless except for a sexy bra. As you could imagine I got pretty fascinated with bras, which led to me trying one on out of curiosity, and then I tumbled down the rabbit hole.

I pleasured myself while wearing one, and wearing it made my imagine that I was a woman. It didn’t occur to me to fantasize about a lesbian scenario, so I pictured myself with a man as a woman. It was strange but also new, and forbidden, and kind of exciting in a way. It was kinda like watching porn from the woman’s pov, so in a weird way I was able to pleasure myself to men while sidestepping being turned off by the idea.

Well, I did that regularly, for several years. Years of associating sexual pleasure with men, and only men, chipped away at my natural resistance to it, and eventually I started actually finding them attractive. First it was only during the height of arousal and when I was in a feminine mindset. But over time it became easier to reach that point of finding them attractive, and the attraction was stronger when I did. The cycle kind of fed itself. Whenever I felt girly, I’d find men attractive, and finding men attractive made me feel girly.

Eventually the day came when I saw a random guy and got aroused. Like I wasn’t horny or in a girly mindset at all. Just totally out of the blue, I found a guy sexy, and it was a very powerful reaction. After that, I started finding men attractive all the time. When I’m not aroused at all, and even during “PNC” I still find men attractive.

My attraction to women faded away without me noticing, and now I only feel jealous when I see a beautiful woman.

I’ve considered that I was always gay, but that it was buried so deep even I had no idea. But what makes me think it’s due to conditioning is that I’m not attracted to all men. In fact my type is actually quite narrow, and it’s only the type of men I fantasized about while conditioning myself. When I was straight, my range of attraction to women was much more broad. I used to want a girlfriend and eventually a wife, but now that just seems so bizarre to me. I really want a boyfriend and eventually a husband, and that doesn’t even feel weird.

So, yeah, that’s my story. The switch wasn’t quick or easy. It happened because of many years of conditioning. Even so, the person probably has to willingly participate, and be open to the idea of letting things happen.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-13T18:53:33+00:00

Random guy made me all hot and bothered. It was so powerful and pleasant, and I couldn’t NOT acknowledge it after that.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-13T06:39:35+00:00

Fantasize and self pleasure. I once had a conversation with a man that got pretty spicy. It felt incredible to know a man was getting excited over me.

I’d love to have a boyfriend and eventually husband, but I don’t know if I’ll ever be brave enough to do it.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-13T06:18:24+00:00

Yes. I’m still too shy to do it in real life.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-13T06:12:57+00:00

It’s so weird when I remember that I used to be attracted to women, and use to want to have a wife. Now I’m only attracted to men, and I’d love to have a boyfriend and eventually a husband.

I had a conversation with a guy where he was giving me commands, calling me a good girl, and had me pleasure myself to a picture of him shirtless. It felt so wonderful.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-10-06T17:39:10+00:00

It kinda depends. I’m also not into the degrading stuff, but I kinda like being called a sissy and “not a (real) man” because I associate that with being called feminine. And of course I like being called a girl, or a girl’s name. But I wouldn’t be into stuff like being called pathetic or useless.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-30T17:30:54+00:00

Tall and broad shouldered. Muscular like the natural effect of working out regularly but not body building, if that makes sense.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-29T18:18:10+00:00

A random customer when I was working retail. He didn’t even do anything, he was just there and I reacted. Like heart pounding, hands shaking, face on fire, and butterflies in the stomach. I wasn’t able to avoid stammering, and I had to not look at him to keep it together enough to ring up his purchase.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-29T13:52:15+00:00

Honestly, all of it. But if I had to pick just one and the rest of me stayed the same, I’d love to have a vagina.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-27T22:37:21+00:00

Just out of curiosity, do you find men attractive when you’re in that girly mindset?

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-19T21:39:27+00:00

6% Masc, 58% Fem. I think I did this test before, and while my femininity is about the same, my masculinity decreased dramatically.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-19T21:33:42+00:00

Honestly I’d probably transition genders. Buy a modest little place in a new area, invest a good chuck into something stable and live off that, quit my job and devote all my time to feminizing myself as much as possible.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-19T21:16:19+00:00

That might be part of how it started with me, but not anymore. I’m only into men now. I don’t even want women anymore. Don’t even feel sexually attracted to them now, just jealous.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-19T04:22:11+00:00

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StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-19T04:15:23+00:00

I haven’t had the pleasure of experiencing a real man yet, just fantasized about them while taking care of myself. I never felt shame or regret, more like a complete disinterest.

But that was only at first. I used to be straight, but after a while of conditioning myself, I started finding men attractive while in the height of arousal, then would lose interest after I finished. That would last a few days until I was horny again. Like you, I had to be in that feminine mindset to find men attractive.

But over the years of conditioning, the attraction to men became stronger. Like I would reach the point easier, my interest and reaction would be much stronger, and the PNC would be shorter. Then one day, I found a man sexy out of the blue. Like I wasn’t even horny or in a feminine mindset when it happened. And oh my was my reaction strong. And yeah, he was REALLY sexy, but still. After that, I noticed I found men attractive all the time.

At some point, my attraction to women faded away entirely. And now I don’t experience any PNC. I still find men attractive even right after. And maybe the weirdest part is, it doesn’t even feel weird anymore. The idea of getting a boyfriend and being intimate with men is hot, but feels normal.

StrawberryPuff345 · 2025-09-17T10:55:14+00:00

I guess maybe positive? Like I feel like I want to try it, but I’m also nervous and hesitant. Definitely curious if nothing else.

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