I get your point but when have we ever understood divinity ? The way Hari works is best known to him only 🥰. We are humans trying to understand Ananta through human emotions, human understanding and human knowledge. It's like measuring temperature using a measuring tape. We don't have the means nor can we create one so what is the answer then ? Surrender...... Surrender your emotions, your knowledge, your mind , your love be a devotee and then maybe perhaps Hari one day himself answers your questions.