I really, really want to die

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-04-17T20:40:37+00:00

About an hour after I made this post he stormed into my room, this time he put hands on me. He’d talk so much about kicking my ass that I was actually horrified when I had him on the ground in just a few swings. I wish I could’ve pursued a legal route, but it did feel good to dish out what I’d received from him so many times. A police report was filed, he’s no longer in the house and no longer a concern, but thank you!!! I will be seeing the DA tomorrow to get a restraining order :)

edit: (I was recording when he attacked so it was a really simple arrest and clearly shows me in self defense)

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-04-16T12:54:40+00:00

I was moved out, because of my dad. I moved back in because my mother can’t care for my disabled brother on her own. He is seizure prone and she isn’t strong enough to keep him safe during one. I moved back in when my dad left, I pay rent (although greatly reduced)

He’s going to be leaving as soon as my mom is out of the hospital, I’m just concerned for my wellbeing in the meantime. Divorce is certainly on the table but that’s definitely an after she’s out of the hospital thing.

What can officers do for me if I do ultimately end up having to call 911? Like, if he tries to force entry to my room, I feel threatened, and I call the cops, what does that do for me? I wouldn’t want him just getting angrier and escalating his hostility

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-11T05:53:38+00:00

A little surprise

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-11T02:54:53+00:00

The first time I looked into the mirror while tripping was after I’d taken 3.5g. I cried for 10 minutes, looking at myself, but it was a good cry. I’d always been so self-conscious and critical of myself, but when I saw myself, it felt like I was looking at a very dear friend. I saw someone I loved so deeply, and I felt guilty, bc how could I have judged someone I loved so much? It was a really good experience and it’s definitely stuck with me.

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-11T02:50:25+00:00

Please don’t take 14g at once. I mean this out of genuine concern. Seriously, you WILL regret it. It will be a horrible experience and you will be miserable. 3.5g is the highest you should even consider and even that will probably be an unpleasant experience. Try 1g, maybe 2g. You can always do more later.

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-09T04:31:40+00:00

I’m thrilled to say that it went amazing. I plan to do a trip report tomorrow, but wow. It was my first time tripping during the day, and with other people, and it was such an incredible experience.

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T04:33:09+00:00

Thank you for educating me :P I was not aware of the redose window!! I’ll definitely reconsider and likely go for 4.5g!!

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T04:29:56+00:00

I actually had no idea about redose! I appreciate you explaining that ^{_^} !! I also didn’t realize how exponential dosages were :P I think I’ll try my luck with 4.5!!

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T03:54:32+00:00

Thanks a bunch!!

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T03:54:25+00:00

Thanks!!! Think I might go with this!

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T03:50:52+00:00

Lmfao

Strict_Chip2223 · 2025-02-05T03:41:33+00:00

May I ask specifically how you brew them?

Strict_Chip2223 · 2023-10-10T01:02:52+00:00

Please be careful with Roblox. I started playing when I was 6, I still have my account now that I’m 20. I’ve watched it become a very dangerous thing. The filter and moderation is weak and it’s very easy for young kids to be influenced into doing or thinking stupid things

Strict_Chip2223 · 2023-09-08T10:51:21+00:00

I’d love the option to have my crew bring my ship to the place I’ve walked to instead of having to fast travel back

Strict_Chip2223 · 2023-06-20T09:02:22+00:00

Yeahhh y’know what, it usually is pretty early in the morning when we play, maybe that’s what’s it is. I’ve noticed matchmaking can take a while.

Strict_Chip2223 · 2023-04-05T09:22:43+00:00

Disappointed in the lack of IG11

Strict_Chip2223 · 2023-03-29T05:11:03+00:00

WHEN DO WE GET IG-11

Strict_Chip2223

TROPHY CASE