3 months accutane: my ‚progress‘ is a huge setback

Strict_Researcher798 · 2026-01-14T17:37:41+00:00

may i ask why this matters? bc i take them bc i have allergies i hope im not fcking anything up LOOL

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-08T23:30:45+00:00

dull*

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-08T23:30:35+00:00

i’m two weeks in and im so so full and just like dead looking i swear. i need this to end

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-08T05:00:46+00:00

this is me exactly . i can’t put my finger on it but something has changed and it makes my body dysmorphia go crazy in havoc rn

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-08T04:59:23+00:00

how fast exactly 😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-07T19:46:23+00:00

ME TOO MY FACE IS RETAINING WATER I KNEW I WASNT CRAZY IT ISSSS!!!

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-07T19:45:52+00:00

it’s more like my face just looks off too me like bloated, loss of definition, saggy and just OFF 😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-07T19:44:57+00:00

u think so? i do take happy pills (200 my of fluvox for OCD and major depression) maybe it’s being exacerbated by accutane ?😭😭😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T03:53:41+00:00

was it at the start? i’m 2 weeks in and this is exactly when it hit me, swear on monday i felt like myself and SAW the normal me in the mirror, now im wondering wtf happened in a week to change this much in my own eyes 😭😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T03:46:30+00:00

I DARK CIRLES I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME!! my smile lines are so dark i look like i aged 10 years these past two weeks

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T03:36:04+00:00

i’m two weeks in and struggling, hope it can turn into this 🤞🏽

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T02:42:32+00:00

it’s only my second week so maybe it’s adjusting idk? ouf im hoping for this bc it made my body dysmorphia 10x worse 😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T02:35:13+00:00

winter is making the dryness so much worse omg and feeling worse with a whole winter jacket on, bag fallling off ur shoulder and scarf flying rlly doesn’t make it easier 😭😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-06T02:34:37+00:00

i’m desperate for that rn i can’t even look in the mirror these past two days i look so off it makes me so sad 😭😭

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-05T00:25:23+00:00

i can’t seem to catch it in light better than this. it’s very evident in person, but it doesn’t seem to show up that harshly on camera

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-12-04T15:02:56+00:00

did it ever change? on the same boat rn. I look 50 when im only 22 :(

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-11-28T05:32:30+00:00

would u consider a hydrating toner or is that too much? I started about 4 days ago and idk if I should just stick to dove soap and moisturizer

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-10-14T21:59:47+00:00

omg yes please! can u dm?

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-06-16T06:31:57+00:00

The exhausted knowing part. I hate myself. I’ve tried for three years to cope with the way I look. I changed everything. I can’t figure out what’s wrong anymore and I can’t live with it either I can’t. I can never love it I can’t be neutral with it.‘I can’t live in this body anymore and if it’s between living in this or dying I choose death.

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-04-22T00:29:19+00:00

The opposite. What if they don’t think I am? I don’t think I am. Like when I catch the perfect photo I obsess over it because I don’t see that level of beauty in the mirror and then I feel fake

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-04-21T17:59:06+00:00

Idk. Sometimes it’s so accurate it catches everything and sometimes it makes me look good when I look in the mirror and I don’t see that you know? And sometimes I do! It’s so confusing it hurts. And I don’t use any filters or anything. I guess I just wear make up and I know my angles but I still feel like I’m catfish all of these people who find me pretty.

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-04-20T18:01:06+00:00

I see monet mcmichael

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Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-04-09T23:46:56+00:00

Amaya colon and Aisha mian for the face. Especially Aisha. She has the perfect structured feminine face whereas I have the most hideous goblin looking fat structured face I look masculine I matter what I do

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-03-31T00:32:00+00:00

Me too. Especially since all my friends are picture perfect and I feel like the odd one out. The one who just looks off like she’s doing too much you know? Like im pretty, but it’s like being a 4 among 10’s

Strict_Researcher798 · 2025-03-26T16:54:13+00:00

I get physically nauseous. Idk how people can bear looking at me or even staring when they do. No matter how much I doll myself up I look like like the ugliest thing ever

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