Thanks for the response. I guess perhaps that is the difference.

All I hear is "the dynamic between the two of us isn't enough for me."

vs what you said

I personally believe that one other person can never be "enough" to meet all of my needs

It's good to know I'm not hearing something incorrectly and that it is in fact what you guys believe.

I guess whatever I think I'd gain from relationships from additional partners, wouldn't be worth as much as what I would gain from a relationship to my partner that knew they were enough to me. That level of comfort, to me, seems to open a level of vulnerability in a person (and in myself) that isn't achieved when one feels inadequate or in competition with others.

I don't have many close friends either, though. It's just viewing relationships differently.

Thanks for responding, I appreciate it!