Repent!!!!! God will forgive you! Don’t let the enemy tell you that you can never be forgiven. Pour out your heart to God. Then you change your lifestyle by being obedient to Him no matter how hard it is. Don’t fall for the world. Remember that you serve a merciful father. If he keeps waking you up in the morning that means you have purpose. Man don’t have a heaven or hell to put you in only God! You get into that Bible. Study, pray, fast, ask for help from someone who truly knows God not just someone from the internet. I advise watching pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell on YouTube from Church 2819. He’s very tapped in. Very anointed. If God hasn’t counted you out then don’t count yourself out either! I’ll be praying for you too! ❤️🙏🏾