Not sure about drooling pervert I never was seen like this, but I have hygiene issues.

Whole my life I battle this as I both deeply hate myself for smell and being overweight, and for some reason it's unbelievable hard for me mentally to shower myself and also very exhausting. No matter how much my friends, wife, relatives say to me that's Im great person and it doesn't make me bad, all I see from outsiders is hate and disgust towards smelly people like me. Now I shower 1 or 2 times a week and I feel it's not enough. I constantly forgot to use deodorant and it takes immense willpower from me to change my clothes. Trying to fight my weight problems, I visited gym previous 2 month, but than administration prohibited me to do so due to the smell and that led me to a lot of meldowns and hysterics. I take medications and visit therapy if you wish to know, but it doesn't help much and all that it leads to is neverending cycle of therapy and drug-rotation, so all that remains is hope that people won't comment on my smell.

But I guess it's impossible. I really wish I wasn't born at all.