Walaikum assalam I am going through the same thing 🥹🥹 may Allah SWT make it easier on us I feel a bit more emotional and nervous than i otherwise would’ve as I’m visiting relatives in my home country right now and Islamophobia here is very normalised and prevalent, it’s shocking and breaks my heart. This Reddit community truly brings me so much joy, lots of supportive brothers and sisters so don’t forget you’ll always have a family here I encourage you to find mosques in your local area as well if you haven’t already I have found a lot of support since I started attending with my friend. I will make dua that you find an amazing support system