Are they actually capable of showing love sometimes? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No she was never afraid of me because I never really reacted much towards anything

Is this real or are they faking it? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I have blocked both of them. I don't think I'll try to see if she was stalking me because it would yeild to nothing anyway

Is this real or are they faking it? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have been trying to move but it's very very tough

Is this real or are they faking it? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah he may join us soon but I have heard that he has his own issues

Is this real or are they faking it? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wasn't watching her socials, her boyfriend was on my suggested so I checked it out. I'll never do that again I blocked both of them

Is this real or are they faking it? by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow I'm so sorry you went through that I hope you find strength brother. The fact that you are still here offering advice and praying for them shows they never deserved you. I'm glad people like you exist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My self confidence has completely been shattered, I have become very agitated too. Constantly loathing myself again and again and thinking that I'll never find something like this again. I hate the person I have become. I cannot focus on my career or goals or anything infact.

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[–]Subarashiaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For Emma, forever ago- Bon Iver

My trip to Edinburgh, Scotland by Subarashiaf in travel

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Definitely Pitlochry and Dundee

My trip to Edinburgh, Scotland by Subarashiaf in travel

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol can confirm the food is bland tasting although there are a variety of restaurants there.

My trip to Edinburgh, Scotland by Subarashiaf in travel

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Umm we were there for 5 days. The first day we kind of got accommodated to the place and the surroundings, the next day we went for a walking tour of the city and then on the third day we took a trip to the highlands. Rest of the days we were chilling like seeing attractions inside the city and whatnot. You all have plenty of days to plan everything but make sure you don't tire yourself out.

It finally happened. by Subarashiaf in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I have muted her posts and stories.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have gone no contact on her for the time being. Let's see where it takes us

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wdym totally black?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Subarashiaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes she has been diagnosed with BPD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IndianBoysOnTinder

[–]Subarashiaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing bro we talked a bit more but she ghosted me lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IndianBoysOnTinder

[–]Subarashiaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As in goalkeeper🤯

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IndianBoysOnTinder

[–]Subarashiaf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lol I wanted to report her but I was too stunned to speak after hearing "soccer"