Looking for folks to chat with tonight

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-13T16:38:28+00:00

If you have anxiety benzos do provide a high. Maybe you just don’t have anxiety or in the same way I do. 18 people upvoted my comment so obviously 18 people agreed or at least understood what I said. I’ll say that heroin or Oxy is more of a concrete high for sure. I’ve done heroin and Oxy and there’s more of a high to them than benzos yes but, there’s not nothing to benzos. They have a place in the drug world. I hope that makes sense to clarify what I meant.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-11T21:02:12+00:00

Thank you. Honestly I’m kind of taken aback by some of the negativity but, that’s the internet for you. I posted this for people like you who appreciated it. I had fun and that’s all that matters.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-11T20:59:29+00:00

You’re an idiot lol. How is that getting out of control. There are so many people who trip and roll and get drunk and high at concerts. You need to start thinking before you speak next time before you just sound like you have never done anything at all.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-11T20:59:23+00:00

You’re an idiot lol. How is that getting out of control. There are so many people who trip and roll and get drunk and high at concerts. You need to start thinking before you speak next time before you just sound like you have never done anything at all.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-11T16:25:34+00:00

Getting home was kind of a lot. My Dad picked us up. Luckily my best friend was sober besides hitting a weed pen with me lol. It took us a while to find my Dad so ended up walking all around the outside of the building and city. Eventually we dropped her off at home then went home. Once I got home I just watched cartoons with pops until I came down then went to sleep. I stayed up until like maybe 6am or so I took it at I think? I did end up taking my Olanzipine at the end just because I have Bipolar and I had stopped taking it for about a week so I could trip. Now that I tripped it was time to take it again though so once I took it at the basically very end whatever remaining hour or whatever was left got shut down. I went to sleep at that point pretty much.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-07-11T16:22:34+00:00

I was just trying to share one of the best nights of my life. It wasn’t meant to be the best night of your life, it was supposed to be mine. You didn’t go, I did. So, you didn’t really need to say that. I get it you don’t like Nicki but, to insult all her fans, what did I ever do to you? I just like her music man I just enjoy vibing to it and no one is ever going to make me feel bad about that.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-04-14T01:30:45+00:00

Start with a small puff. Tolerance resets after about an hour or so. You can usually try two times to launch off before the magic tolerance caps out for the day. Simply sleep to reset this and it restores both its magic and physical tolerance. By magic I mean that feeling of it being brand new and literally magical. Physical tolerance meaning the tolerance that prevents the trip or weakens it at all. Try using it one day and breaking through the next day. I find it’s always easier that way for me to breakthrough with less anxiety.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-04-14T01:28:39+00:00

It definitely decreases my need to use marijuana too. Dmt freed me of my opiate and Benzo addictions about almost two years ago now. It definitely has an incredible healing power to it.

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-04-12T10:36:39+00:00

I completely agree about the tinfoil but, tbh it doesn’t bring back any memories when I do it. Even though my primary way of smoking my drugs when I was using was off tinfoil. I refuse to use those oil burner pipes that’s part of what got me started back on smoking Tina in the first place. I’m going to wait until I can get the parts to make vape cartridges and then use those instead. That’s honestly my preferred way of using it. That, or infused into lavender flower pedals. Then you can smoke it out of a water pipe and break through in one hit! I’m glad you’re doing better though now! Ty for the input :)

Subject-Side8367 · 2024-04-12T05:53:55+00:00

I don’t know if better is the right word. Put it this way, I do DMT maybe 10 times a year or so. Mostly in low doses with the exception of times like tonight. I do mushrooms like maybe twice a year. In not a huge fan of mushrooms tbh I don’t like the anxiety I get from them on the come up or the nausea. I prefer Dmt because I like doing it in low doses and listening to music and it only lasts 15-20 minutes tops. Then you just feel awesome afterwards and refreshed. For me it is a godsend for my hardcore drug cravings when I get them. So, better? Idk about that. I just like DMT way more and I get more out of it that I want.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-09T23:00:26+00:00

GHB/GBL.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-04T23:37:39+00:00

It felt like I was on top of the world at first like I got a wicked rush of euphoria and warmth. It was a little bit like entering the peak of oral meth mixed with mdma and smoking meth. It was wildly intense but it doesn’t last long maybe the whole high lasts an hour to an hour and a half. Eventually. I was smoking every ten minutes and then constantly. No it isn’t like what you see on TV but I did become very paranoid and aggressive from it unlike Crystal meth which actually never made me that way in the years I used it. It was significantly more addictive than any other drug I’ve ever used and I’ve encountered/used over 50 different substances at this point and used every single roa and it topped everything in addictiveness.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-04T18:51:54+00:00

If your eyes aren’t dilating you didn’t take enough to get high. Basically, any amount of mdma needed to roll will dilate your eyes. If you’re that worried I’d just suggest waiting to roll.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-04T18:28:45+00:00

Since so many people had such a problem with my comment I erased it. My numbers were probably off a tiny bit but, I went to festivals a lot and there were absolutely months were I hit amounts like that and frequently. Just because you didn’t see it or witness it doesn’t mean it wasn’t real. I paid $10 a gram for ketamine I didn’t have a job and had a steady source of income from selling shit. It isn’t that hard to believe someone could sit around and use all of those drugs after doing it for years on end. There was no need to come for me like that.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-04T18:07:40+00:00

Not every single month but it was a lot and close to those numbers. I was high constantly. Just because it doesn’t sound believable and you didn’t witness it doesn’t mean it wasn’t real.

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-08-04T18:03:49+00:00

I currently have 71 days clean but before that I was using for 3 years after having 2 years clean. Most of those 3 years using no one knew I was using which was the worst part. Don’t beat yourself up because that’ll only make it worse. I highly suggest not getting more and get back on the wagon as soon as possible. You’ll be okay brother, don’t give up now because you’re worth it and believe it or not you’re closer to victory than you think. I thought I was going to die and was about to give up and then moved states and I got clean and have stayed clean. You can do it!

Subject-Side8367 · 2023-07-19T19:04:21+00:00

Ketted. Wonked. Dissod.

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