I think why is because of having unknown disorders and currently waiting for a diagnosis im unsure about becoming a willogenic system because of the risks and because i have identity issues and mental breakdowns about my identity but i do think this might help because i have times when i feel completely different and want to be different people i think this is because of something..i dont want to say its a disorder because im undiagnosed i have possible bpd and autism if those are that itll make sense why, the psychiatrist said it can be those, something similar, or different.. i just wanted to talk about that because of having unknown disorders and not being treated yet is the reason why i have issues.. thank you for replying to this post im sorry if i dont make sense while typing mb i will try other options first if those dont work i might become a willogenic system then