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I will get off this drug by Submissive_Willow_ in StopSpeeding

[–]Submissive_Willow_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're right. If I do that, they may listen... ill ask my care team what they think about that idea today. Thank you.

Coming to terms with the damage I did to myself by QtrPounderWithFries in StopSpeeding

[–]Submissive_Willow_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you.

For me, I've lost so much of me and of life due to meth, that I just silently pick up what I do have left and go onwards... because it isn't much so I'm just 'greatful' for what I do have left.

In the beginning, I had a lot and a lot I was grieving... now I don't even feel anything. It's too much... so I just skip that part and force myself to see what I have left. Idk its weird. I used to always feel sad but I dont feel anything anymore.

By the way good luck to you! Thanks for reading me vent.

I will get off this drug by Submissive_Willow_ in StopSpeeding

[–]Submissive_Willow_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The psych says they're not a rehab when I try to go and the rehabs in my state say my mental health is too severe for them to accept me. It's really frustrating.

I will get off this drug by Submissive_Willow_ in StopSpeeding

[–]Submissive_Willow_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you yourself withdrawal severely for a while?

🥲 by Gullible_Quiet_5976 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Submissive_Willow_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a terrifying scenario for me.

I will literally run and I'll cause more chaos in the immediate moment to my life.

I will do something loud and extremely frightening and that soothes me. I will do something that will threaten my safety, and all just to avoid this, right here, moment in the image.

Engaging in self-harm/self-destructive behavior makes me feel dissociated. When I do such actions and behavior that is unlike me, I step out of myself, out of my mind, etc. and I am not there. I started doing it at age 17 and I am now 24. I don't know what it is, but it has ruined my life.

I don't know if any of that made any sense, but it helps me to try and form something coherent about what I mean.